Okay guys.... tis may seem like a pretty random post but still i need to rant about my feels, K?

So i consider myself an Otaku. for those who dont knopw what that is its a person in which pretty much knows alot about anime and for those which dont know what anime is.... what sort of hell like realm have you been living in???

Anyway earlier today i saw a post on facebook which said "Which death was most painful? L or Light Yagumi" showing a picture of both thier death scenes.... And i was like "BOTH MY ANIME CRUSHES DIE??? NOOOOOOO" So i started to watch more death note and i got up to episode 25 and i was like, *watching and watching and watching and watching* and then BAM L'S BUTLER IS DEAD FOLLOWED BY L DYING 2 SECONDS LATER FOLLOWED BY LIGHT BEING ALL INNOCENT AND LIKE "I will bring the person who did this to justic no matter what the cost" AND I WAS LIKE LIGHT YOU ARE A GOOD FOR NOTHING EVIL ! Followed by me going "L... Is dead..." repeated endlessly followed by my mum saying "SAM I HAVE GLASS IN MY FOOT" followed by me going.... "L... is dead" "WHO THE HELL IS L I HAVE GLASS IN MY FOOT" followed by me mumbling "you will never understand an Otaku's emotions" before tending to her foot.... Like for reals i felt so sad like i should be hosting a funeral for L or something.....

JUST LET ME DIE IN A PIT OF EMOTIONS MUM 

JUST LET ME BE THAT SAD OTAKU IN THE DARK CORNER OF THE ROOM BEING SAD AND EMOTIONAL OKAY????

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I think my rant is done.....