Ergh....

I hate being sick....

So for those who don't know when I get sick, I get sick for long periods of time (like months sometimes). I get sick but don't notice and in a week im dead and can't do anything for myself and then two days later I'm back tomy before i was dead period of sickness. right now I'm in my transition from dead to not so dead period... so that happened...

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Cutting...

Haven't done that since 2012...

I swore i wouldn't do "IT" again.

But I did...

"IT" is like an addiction.

"IT" feels wonderful and bliss,

but the conceqences are horrible...