Well, I know lots of you are luckier than me with them but I can't help but being overwhelmed by this *sobs*

When I first saw them at the airport last year, I get close to only Zhoumi and Siwon..They are really sweet and very good looking, but well, (I'm sorry, I still love them to death) they are not my top bias. I didn't get to see my baby Sungmin because he came earlier, and after they left only  that I realized I didn't notice my another baby Kangin..I also didn't notice Kyu because both wore black and that time it was so crowded and chaotic at the airport...

And suddenly, Kangin and Kyuhyun were the one that will come for Kyochon..the two that I didn't get to see last year..so I went at the airport again today~~~

Since lots of Elf waited at Kyochon, there were only fewer Elf waited at the airport..about 20? or so....So, I got to see them clearer and closer :')

At first, we just tailing behind Cho Kyuhyun.. like back then with Zhoumi and Siwon..but then I remembered my regret last time for just being behind them so I went to their side... and saw beautiful Cho Kyu being shy, covering his face and smiled~~

Then I remember again that my main aim is to see my precious Kangin~~~ so I rushed to the front and got to see him clearly!

Other Elf shouted 'Saranghae' 'Fighting' and so on and I just keep my silent... 

but then, suddenly no one shouts anything and I just take the chance to call 'Kangin oppa' and he turned!! He turned and our eyes met!! I don't know where did I get the courage to continue calmly saying 'Himnaesayo'~ (Cheer up!) to him but I did, and he smiled and nodded...at that time, in my mind was 'Oppa, did you just really look at me? Oppa, did you just really nod at me? Oppa, did you just really smile to me?' *sobs*

I was speechless and touched all over and just silently watch as they left *sobs*

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He knows I exist...at least... *sobs* His eyes~ So beautiful~

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Anyway, congrats for my friend ayumu_min for her first love confession ever, to that Cho Kyuhyun!!!! And Kyu acknowledged(?) it too by nodding and smiling...wahahaha..how happy you must be :) 

It makes me think why I didn't say 'Saranghae' too when Kangin was looking, why not 'Happy upcoming birthday!', why not this, why not that...

but then when I think back, he looked at me first before I said the next words, so to say 'Saranghae~' when he was looking directly me, anticipating what I'm going to say like that, it's kind of....kkk I don't know I'm shy >//////< ~~~ (I saw Kangin as a man that I love *delululululusional* , not liking him only for Super Junior so...) kkkkk but I do regret not telling him that~~

Anyway, after what had happened past few days, my 'Cheer up/Gain strength!' is my sincerely wish to them..so I'm glad he gets it :)

"Kangin oppa, himnaesayo!" ^^