I bet everyone here at leasr once were laughed at cos they love kpop. And at least once were asked "Why you loved them so much?" Yes i love Kpop. Yes i love that bunch of Korean boys and girls. Why you ask me? Cos they were there. Cos i owe them my life. When i was giving up on that said life they were the ones who pulled me back. You are asking why i cry and look like i won million dollars everytime they get awards? Cos of the joy they brought me. Cos i know how much blood and tears they shed to get that award. Why i spent all that money to just buy and ship their albums? Cos its only way i can support them from this far. And u r asking why u spent so much? Cos they worth every penny of it. Why im watching Korean shows for hours. Im getting charged and energized. So i could smile and go on just like them. They are my source of energy. Why i just dont go to Korea and follow them all around? Cos im afraid of sasaengs? :)). Cos i have job and career to build. Which btw i owe them too. They were the ones who guided me through it. I know my chance of meeting them is lile one in million. But simply i dont care. Just their presence in this world. Just the fact that we are under same sky is enough for me. Which is im answering your next question. Why i follow all that accounts on every possible social network. Just the fact that i know where they are and what they are doing gives me comfort and calm. And its long since i stopped caring about their looks. In fact i saw all of their looks through my screen. From all dolled up and to just wake up face. Derp face,crying face. And i know they are not perfect. And yes i am really sad rite now. Cos the person who is my role model just now lost his family members. One of the best leaders is now in deep sorrow and sadness. And all my heart goes to him.