Hi.

I guess you're all wondering why I'm not updating TGBTW. 

You know the feeling where you did your best, brainstormed, revised and then edit that chapter to be posted because you want it to be good so that you're readers will be happy about it?

I was really eager to update that Yongseo date in TGBTW. So much! I thought, once I post this gogumas will be very happy.

So I posted.

I got sad. I thought I did really good but I was confused as to why only few people seemed to comment on that chapter. 

Did I do something wrong? Was it too long? Too fluffy for this dark story?

So yeah, I got greedy with comments. D:

I was really sad because I thought I did good on that Yongseo date. 

I tried to ignore that gloomy feeling an tried to channel it to write the next update but no.

My enthusiasm and motivation left me.

I just held it in me and still tried my best to think of any ideas to write. But no. 

There's nothing. 

I was really worried. I shouldn't be acting like this. I'm being an immature writer with my reaction and attitude. I'm just desperate to write again! I even blamed writer's block for it. ;S

Good thing I talked to whitepoo

Her words of wisdom were "Write for yourself and not for others."

Hearing it I got ashamed. I was acting really selfish. I want to jump off a cliff in shame. So here I am, slowly writing again. I will do my best to not act like a demanding and selfish writer seeking for comments.

Again, I am apologizing with my self drama and I will do my best to update again. I'm sorry dear readers that I was acting selfish. I'm really sorry. *BOWS*

My plans:

1. I will post a one-shot before updating TGBTW. It's like a Hunger 2.0. I'm still thinking of a title.

2. After posting that one-shot, I will slowly return on writing TGBTW.

3. I don't know if I can make a fast update for TGBTW. I was planning on making the story long but I think I will not anymore. Please give me time.

Thank you.

P.S.

My mom is better now. Her operation was a success. Thank you for the prayers guys. :)