She was perfect. Everything I ever wanted but she was beyond my reach. I'm not gonna keep loving her. I can't. It hurts. Her smile, her eyes, her laugh. She's smart and funny. She is probably going to get a namja chingu soon and have fun. She'll forget about me but I'll never forget her. 

I sound pathetic. I wish I could be stronger. Braver. Happier without her. But I want her. 

How do I let go of this love?