Whoa my blog lists- whatever you call them, has been dead lately and I'm just pitying my blog link. It's been crying out to me when I go online so- ok maybe not hush

Anyways it's the 31st here so new years hasn't started yet, but everyone has been wishing each other and all so

Happy New Years :D

Although to me it's not very happy because my school starts tomorrow and all I want right now is for flood to drown my school so I don't have to go tomorrow :)

but of course can someone voluntarily LITERALLY burn my school because I think I even forgot how to write instead of type (seriously points out at how rarely I go outside).

I really hope 2014 is going to be good, as good as the year I had in 2012, or even better. I mean 2013 was pretty y and okay for me, it was like a never ending roller coaster. Scary, but fun.

Sometimes I just want my life to be like a merry- go- round. Fun and slow, all the good things don't dissapear that fast, and merry go rounds are never scary.

I don't want love. I just want to get smarter, be friendlier, and maybe grow prettier bc i stg i am not getting any prettier by the minute-

Santa hasn't even delivered my present yet hE LIED TO ME.

It's 11 gasps I have to get up at like 7 for the registration but I don't want to I wish I can just not go to school and be smart with a snap of my fingers gosh. I am not ready to face everyone after I avoided them for a span of two months.

This is why I like the internet.

Nobody sees me, nobody judges me, everyone's friendly. 

Well but internet people do deceive you. You don't know who's behind that computer. They may be nice, but they hate you.

That's the scariest part for me tbh

Wow I'm ranting. Why are you reading this? 

My friend bought me an exo t- shirt i cry-

It's the nicest thing anyone has done for me-

And it was expensive, to me, but she and her dad didn't mind I almost begged to be their new daughter gasps

Hm, I wish I can live in scenarios any time I want. Skip this part, resume, rewind, pause.

Gosh.