There was nothing I could do.

It was decided before I was born.

My life would always be like this.

No matter how much I try, nothing seems to get better.

Life drags on, as one bad thing happens after another.

And I can't do anything to stop it.

Sometimes I wish I could subtley disapear,

Vanishing into thin air as if I'd never lived.

Oh, how I sometimes wish that I didn't exist.

This hell, this utter chaos that is life,

I hate it. I would rather be anywhere than here.

If I had my way, I would simply evaporate, never being seen again.

Why won't someone come rescue me from this ocean?

I've been drowning for nine years, unable to come up for a breath of air,

Feling the water choke me, pulling it down to the depths of the dark sea floor.

I've begged, I've pleaded, I've screamed,

Yet no one hears me.

I've been stuck down here for so long,

Won't someone help me?

Save me from this torture!

Save me from this hell!

Felt like being Emo today again....I've had a rough time lately with life, and this poem is exactly what I'm feeling....