I..

I don't..

I don't know..

I don't know why..

Why I started to feel like this..

I don't know how..

How I started to feel like this..

I don't know when..

When I started to feel like this..

Like this when I started to feel unhappy..

Unhappy with all..

All in my life..

Like this when I started to feel unsatisfied..

Unsatisfied with everything..

Everything in my life..

Even though I was still thinking why, how and when..

I didn't even bother to seek for it..

'Cause..

I don't want to know why..

Why I became like this..

I don't want to know how..

How I became like this..

I don't want to know when..

When I became like this..

And..

I won't want to..

This is just another part of me which still didn't feel grateful of the life the God has given.

And..

It hurts though..

Still.