I don’t want to be depressing, but I have to get it off my chest. 
It’s christmas and here I am alone at home while my so called parents and sister are out spending time with each other. They didn’t bother to ask me to come with them or even get me anything for christmas. They’ve been doin this since my sister was born, so probably about 11 years now. I’m just looking out from my window and seriously just thinking how the did I get stuck like this. Home alone, no family, no friends, just no one to call mine. Maybe just once I really want a christmas, a real actual christmas.