why is everyone leaving me? 

they start leaving me one by one. 

the only one i noticed not leaving is sami unnie. 

and a few more. 

almost every one of them is leaving me. 

and it hurts. 

but i dont want to be selfish and tell them to stay, being a desperate brat. 

but i dont want them to leave either! 

i guess they are just too happy to get rid of me. 

am i that bad? 

maybe yes. 

or maybe i am too ugly. 

maybe i embarass them. 

i have had enough just by getting ignored. 

its like i am never a human in people's eyes.