I feel like sht. I didn't pass in the university I applied to from the last few months and I somehow expected the result but I still feel like sht. I don't know what's wrong with me or is there even something wrong with me. I don't know anymore. None of my favorite stories are cheering me up and my mood usually passes on but this time it doesn't. I don't know what to do, I guess I just needed to bent these feelings out. I'm sorry you have to read this, thanks anyways. Hopefully, I'll get better when I wake up.