I don't see why...

Roleplaying is such a up...

I hate it...

It hurts me and my character i'm playing...

I'm so stupid...

Everything is stupid to me...

I'm a up like I always am in real life.

Everyone should know now.

I thought I could fix it..

I couldn't.

Now i'm suffering with how I am and how i'm playing.

I want to leave it.

But, I just can' bring myself too...

I meet new people just like I do here.

Everything is just complicated and .

I swear on my life that, I'm just in love with my character and I make him love the other character and when I do...

I up.

I'm just going to die hard now.

Goodbye.

I'll update soon, I'm just dealing with this christmas and myself.