Woke up to this : 

WAAEEEEEEE.....

Before I slept yesterday it was like 290 subs so I was like it would be a Miracle in December if I reached 300 subs when I wake up.

Then I laughed because it was so crazy.

It happened.

Since you helped me so much, maybe it is time for some Honesty Corner.

When I joined this website 2 months ago, I was having the worst moment of my 17 years alive.

I was giving up on everything; family, friends, studies, life.

But then a friend of mine introduced me to EXO and another showed me fanfics.

I've always wanted to be a writer; an author that gives readers amazing experience and feels though words and imagination.

It was very silly since I am not that good but I don't know but you just hope you know?

So 4 days after my birthday, I really lost all reasons of living and I just wanted to give up.

(my birthday itself )

I knew I needed something to make me want to get up in the morning so I made an account on here and just wrote about what I love.

It was a spur of the moment thing.

Honestly, it was really just a place for me to release my pain but when all of you started asking for more, thanking me for writing and supporting me,

the pain recided inside of me and now I found a reason to continue doing this.

My life is better now, all the broken pieces are mending slowly and I feel like AFF and all you people in it are the reasons why.

I tell all of you constantly I love you.

I hope you realize I really mean it.

I memorized names of commenters who constantly comments even in more that one of my stories.

Thank you for being my

Miracle in December.