14/12 ; happy birthday onew ❤️ ultimate bias since 2009 ^^ it's your birthday today! looking for those photos is easy, so i have a message for you. He's been through alot this year like bashing of netizens bc of the finger, dating scandal, smoking scandal etc, your neck getting hurt and i'm so glad you didnt leave SHINee like what rumours say. 

 

(this is like a message to jinki from my heart, the words and everything just came to me so...)

Dear Onew-sshi, 

to be honest, i dont know you yet somehow i know you, but im more on the side of "i dont know you". i know you as Onew, the leader of SHINee. i know that people call you jinki too, including myself. but i dont know you. i dont know jinki. but that's okay, it's fair because you dont know me either. (: I know Onew through variety shows, music video, concerts etc, it's like a connection between us, but jinki? There's no way i can connect to him. 

sure people say this is hypocrisy, but no. (: im sure Jinki and Onew are somewhat similar, and onew isnt just someone to cover up Jinki's flaws. 

many ask why you are my bias.. out of all the other idols who are dayum y and hot, i chose a dorky ,cute one. HAHA. because dorky and cheerful and lively.. make it more, enjoyable to like. you have a smile that could make my day, even when im like.. really really broken. you have a sweet warm voice which could melt my cold heart when i'm angry. sure you aren't physically or mentally here, but like i said, it feels like there's a connection. please dont change because of those who criticize, because i like you just like this. i dont want you to change, and become so foreign until i cant feel the connection anymore. and please take care of yourself, i know you have onew condition, super clumsy etc but please, your neck incident came as a shocker to me, i couldnt sleep okay, worrying about you. watching you do silly stuff since debut like tripping over and throwing your body around,landing on the floor with a loud thud, ouch. and you can just stand up laughing while im like "omg that was hard, is he okay"..  anyway, thank you for being my bias and for your very existence. "your very existence is beautiful"-아름다워 happy birthday onew, the dubu leader of SHINee. 생일축하해요 온유아~ 사랑해~ 

 

love,

shawolforlife_ (MVP and Shawol in the midst of the pearlescent blue ocean)