It's not that big of a deal to others but I'm just a little dissapointed. To think that my dad would even bother thinking about buying me a suju album. It's such a rediculous thought I laughed when he shook his head now. Though I did feel upset about it, after all I was looking forward to it a lot. 

Haha the truth is I can never be upset for too long so don't bother worrying about me because I'll find a way to cheer up ^^ see like I just thought of something, I could just save up and earn my own money and buy my own albums without much difficulty or opposition. 

But the thing that bothered me a lot was when my dad said that one day when I'm older id be embarrassed of being an ELF or a kpopper or even liking something out of my own legue. It's funny he's not the first to say that but he's also not the last. I don't think I'll ever have a time when I'm embarrassed of liking SJ or being an elf or a kpopper because as time continues, my love does too. It's funny because I used to be a nobody before my sixth grade like a legit invisible person (in my opinion) but then I gained friends on the internet and friends at school that had literally the same interests as me. I know I'm young and I know my mind and preferences will change just like time but I won't ever be embarrassed of being an ELF ^^ 

I don't know I just had to let it out