-hugs you- i feel you bb. this comment may not be as long or inspiring as any others (bc i that way), but this year's tough for me too, leaving most of my best friends and going to a completely new school and having to figure out all over again...it . all i'm saying is, you're not alone, okay? talk to someone (like us! here!) and don't care abt what ppl irl think about you wow i gave pretty ty advice i'm gonna end this now

everyone below me said everything
i would have said,
just felt like commenting still
so you know that we are all here for you <3

hey hey hey, you have me alright.
what happened to the mmt gang, hmm?
i've been there before. i was a bullied victim
and i'm sure 2014 is not going to be better bc
high chance to be in the same class again. remember
what you told me in pm last year? you were like, so ing
cool. super gluing one of the girls' chairs. i was like "wow that's so cool" and i'm not even lying.

also, no one deserves to be "unloved". as much as i hate suga(r)coating [if you catch my drift urm], really, no one deserves to be unloved. my social circle out of the virtual world is really small. i have very little friends. at most 3. that's all, i can count them. no one can judge us. only god can. i suffered from low self-esteem and bipolar-ness, i guess?

i tried cutting my wrist but my teachers found out. i tried leaving home but didn't have the money to do so (yes i know, i ). i tried everything within my power to escape from home but i failed. the sad thing is when not only reality hurts you, but sometimes, the rpw does. i escaped reality for a long time and somehow got into rpw, got into sappy relationships and ended up hurting myself again. so never try escaping reality, instead, face it. fight life aka that lil bundle of .

i know it's really hard. it's like asking someone anorexic to just eat and telling someone depressed to just be happy. there was once i got really upset with someone, i actually googled "how to be happy". but nevertheless, my point is hang in there and let loose. fight life. if you die, you lose the game already.

Everyone has their own set of problems. Don't think you're alone on this. I've reached this bottom you're stuck in right now - countless others have gone through the same. Self-confidence is something that waxes and wanes all the time. It has nothing to do with "looking for attention". Everyone needs a little bit of love sometimes. Why do you think the world has so many people? So that we can interact with each other. It's only natural that you feel like someone should interact with you. I know this feeling of thinking you're worthless. Me, I threw myself away for the happiness of others around me. Now what do you think that did to my definition of self-worth? But believe me, there's a day when this all ends. One day, it'll just hit you. You're worth so much more than you can ever imagine. Worth isn't defined by how many people want to hug you or how many people want to be by your side. Worth is how much of yourself you're willing to give up, how much you can give up. You have so much love to give - do you see how much you're worth to the people receiving your love? I once read that character is defined by how you act when others aren't looking. No one knows your character but you. That's why only you can judge yourself. And you know what? If you're always the one to love more, then so be it. That's something you'll never be able to change, no matter how hard you try. And that's a good thing, because loving others is one of the most beautiful qualities a human can have. You're lucky, you are.
I'm not going to baby-talk you and say sappy things that'll just keep you sated for a while because I want you to win this. I want you to realize yourself how much greatness lies inside of you and everyone. Don't lose hope just yet. You kill yourself, you lose this dumb game called life. Fight because you never know when it'll be worth it. Fight, because you have so much more love to give. Fight, because hey, you've got nothing to lose anyway, right?
Keep fighting <3

i don't think i've spoken to you before, but im here for you too. as you can see below, there are other people who are concerned about you, including me. stay strong, c'mon now. just because life now, doesn't mean you can't make it better and change it. get up, make an effort and fight for it. make your family and friends see that you're confident and positive, it will reflect on them. it's also good to rant out, let all your feelings out instead of bottling everything inside. don't think about suicide, please. everyone has a reason to live and you're just not seeing it right now. you're not giving yourself a chance. please, don't give up so easily and think it's the end when it's not. ill be here to support you, there is always a group people who will be willing to help you.
stop thinking negative. we'll try to cheer you up (:
i gotchu c:

hey, don't worry about it ranting. ranting is good. that'd what someone told me so you canrant.
if you want to keep ranting you can rant with me. I'm literally going through what you are. I had a huge dbreak down and panic attack two nights ago which led to me leaving every social network I was in but I came back. so we can either get better together or be down in the dumps together but I'm here for you. so lets do it together neh?

i have a friend that was thinking exactly how you are right now and i'm gonna tell her exactly what i'm telling you
don't. get rid of everything that's making you feel suicidal. the past events have happened, they've happened.
don't let it dwell on your mind on what happened or what will happen.
as for your friends, if they don't talk to you, they weren't real friends anyway, and you shouldn't care because honestly, what's the likelihood of you ever seeing them again once you graduate and get a diploma somewhere?
there are tons of other people out there that will understand, much better than your supposed-friends, like the people here on aff.
sure, you don't know us out of the web, but if you can actually open up to us like this, then we're the best you've got.
people looking down at you? honestly, that's their opinion, not yours, so it doesn't really matter what they think. above all, your opinion of yourself matters, and if you believe you self-worth goes down, that's you thinking, not others.
live everyday like you're in a shoujo anime opening and just not give a about others. pet a dog. sniff some flowers. run through grass in the park and enjoy the fresh air. kick a trash can over and run from the pissed-off old man chasing you off his lawn.
i don't believe we've ever spoken before, but seeing as we're friends, i'm sure it's for a good reason that i befriended you and you i. pm me whenever you want. you're not selfish nor a for trying to gain attention, because if you are, then i don't know what i am.
suicide and cutting isn't worth it. you want to kill yourself and cut yourself basically because of others, and if that's the case, then they're pathetic to make you feel that way.
i live my life with an i-dont-care attitude, and without it, i don't think i would've survived high school at all. i'm not saying that you should turn into me, but care less about what others think or how they act around you. if they're making you cry, they're not worth it.

I don't think we've ever talked on here before.
But you can always talk to me.

uhm hey, i know we never actually talked before but your situation rn is the same as mine, i really don't have real friends anymore. it's really hard, i know, but someday, trust me, someday we'll be able to experience happiness and maybe you'll meet someone who'll help you to boost your confidence up and tell you how beautiful you are and make you forget everything that hurt you. and suicide, trust isn't really the best decision to make, i too thought about all those things but because of my online friends, i didn't do them. just stay strong and fighting. c:

Hey, don't even think of committing suicide. I'm sure that there are people in this world that will actually care for you, you just haven't found them yet. You can talk to me. I understand your feelings. My life is really crappy, too and I'm depressed just like you are, but I don't show it. As Kelly Clarkson sang: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" and that's right, you have to be strong. You should show the world that you are strong and that nothing can bring you down no matter how hard it is. Please, just think about it again. You have at least one person that cares for you right now, and that's me.

Listen to me, suicide isn't the way to solve your problems. Many people think that that's the only way, but trust me, it's not. You'll find a way to solve this. Suicide is one of the stupidest thing you should think of. God gave you a life, because He knows that you're strong and smart enough to cherish it. Do you know why your parents stopped you? Because they love you. Think about it this way; if you're gone, the people around you, how would they feel? People that don't appreciate you for who you are don't deserve your tears. Take my advice, stay strong. After a hurricane comes a rainbow, there's many obstacles for you to reach your rainbow, and to overcome those obstacles, don't think about all of these. If you think that you're a "", simply change your ways if you feel like it. No one would force you. It's your own choice. I don't think you're a , I've seen worse. Tell you what, weep all you want on the first day, but on the next day, look outside and smile. There will be a brighter path for you in the future, you just have to believe in it. If you want a friend to talk to, I'm always here.

hey i know we rarely talk
but if you need someone to talk to, i'm here
no matter how hard life is, remember that in every storm,
there'll be a rainbow waiting for you at the end
i always try to think life as a big wheel
sometimes we're up, sometimes we're down
if you pass through a big obstacle, a big reward will be there for you
and don't ever think of suicide, please