no, i'm not myungsoo bias (he's my bias number 2, though). no, i don't hate nor really like KDY, not because she (obviously) got PS, but she has quite an attitude. and yes, i AM disappointed . to woollim, to myungsoo, to KDY, and to inspirits. i feel like woollim uses inspirits as their money bank (which is true, seeing the fact that they keep this because of infinite's world tour), and KDY is attention seeker. i don't hate her, but by how she's posting tweets, it's obvious that she wants to get recognized, so why does she mad now? isn't it what she wanted? she should expect this kind of outcome from myungsoo's fans, duh! and why did she have to do this after infinite's so-called-buskerbusker win at MAMA? does she not know that the win is not too peaceful? does she not know that infinite got bashed because of that award? and she just have to add the stress?

 

and inspirits, i understand that some are not handling the news well, death threats are not uncommon, but throwing rocks? it's just giving bad name for the whole fandom. and my disappointment is not only for sasaeng inspirits, but to international inspirits too. i read in some posts in tumblr that some inspirits are crying, not accepting the truth, some leaving fandom, some calling names on KDY, it's all predictable. but some inspirits are just angry at those inspirits, calling them immature and delusional, scolding them and keep saying that they have to accept that and keep support them, because that's what a fan's job.

 

first, being fans is not a job. we don't get paid or get any advantage except to get a good music. instead, we suffer for the artist, we pay just to see them, we buy their albums, dvds, photobooks, merchandises, etc etc, we stream, we vote, just to see them smile and reach their dream. why? because we love them. and brokenhearted because of the "scandal" is not marely because we're obsessed or delusional. we are emotionally attached to them. what hurts them, hurts us too. what makes them happy, makes us happy too. and it's the lie that makes us hurt. won't you hurt if your loved ones lie to you? of course you will.

 

what fans should do is to improve the artist to be better. telling them what's good and what's not, praise them and point out what is wrong. not just to swallow everything up, blindly says everything they do is right, or worse, just close their eyes and see everything is wrong. and this is mainly the agency's fault. why? because they make the artists look like their ours to gain more fans. they make them look like they are solely ours that some forgot that they are human beings with feelings and needs. don't deny this, because it's true. they won't be this success if they don't have this much fans, no matter how talented they are, it will be hard if they don't have this number of fans, but it all happened to most agencies, so i can't blame on woollim.

 

and second, people have different level of tolerancy to digest things, and this is what make me sad the most. why don't the more mature inspirits with high tolerance level help the immature ones who have lower tolerance level to overcome this news instead of scolding them? i mean, for me, every inspirits are my sisters, so when they're sad, i think the best thing to do is stand by them and calm them down until they can accept the truth. you don't want the fandom to fall down because of this, right? isn't inspirits a peacefull fandom? why do they have to be mad at each other?

 

and what worry me the most is what this "scandal" will do to infinite's comeback next year. i support infinite and i don't want them to be sad. i'm worried that the fanchat is not as loud as the last time. i'm worried if the other members will get the stress too, which they will. i read that woohyun fought with myungsoo because of this, idk if it's true, but i really hope it's not.

 

another thing is, i'm afraid this might be a mistake. i mean, do you know EXO's incident about an article that said official from SM but apperently  it was a fake article? that exo boys don't need to go to army and stuff? i forgot the whole thing, but point is, there might be possibility that this is what happened to woollim too. i'm not delusional, okay, just thinking of any other possibilities.

 

i know you might not agree with me, but this is only my thoughts. i'm worried, okay? i've known infinite since you're my oppa era, i watched them grow, and i don't want to see them sad, or worse, fall. infinite is in the peak if their carrier, they are great, music, personality and variety show wise, i love them, i keep supporting them and i want them to keep shining like they always are. their way is still long, i don't want the "scandal" stops or holds them down. many groups' popularity decrease after their member announced that they are dating (except ukwon, because block b is just too adorkable, transparent, and simply bad boys) and i don't want that happens to infinite.