i was way too surprised when the pushing and shoving came out of no where. i didn’t get any fancams or whatever cause this ing pushed me and got my phone to drop out of my pocket which i was planning on recording some but no. this girl behind me kept complaining how my head was in the way and she nearly pushed me by placing her head behind my head. tyvm for touching my hair with your sweaty hands.

i mean i did get an photo but , it was all blurry and i was moving too much. a lot of people kept saying mean stuff to other people saying they wont move and stuff. uhm excuse me, but there is a lot of people who is shoving and all squished together can you nawt complain? and then all the sudden i saw this girl who fainted.

i was way surprised and i saw a security carrying another fainted girl. i thought the live was going to be fine and all, cause it was my first concert i was going but no that was so horrible. the actions were just so surprising and rude i just ugh,

some girl nearly stepped on me and she was all up against me since i was way too short and she complained on my back against her. , that’s not my fault. i was way too hot and sweaty and i literally couldn’t breathe on how tight the spaces were. honestly it was so loud, i didnt even know that infinite were singing.

i saw how sungyeol looked upset and it broke my heart because i honestly hate it when he’s upset. after that, dongwoo notice how crazy we were and he tried calming us down but nope. es didn’t listen. i tried calming my self down and i was taking deep breaths, but i just couldn’t breathe very well. but later on, the members looked upset because they couldn’t do anything but watch because of course people will start grabbing them if they come off the stage.

then i saw sungjong, sunggyu, and dongwoo cry. at first i thought they were thankful because of us or something like that but for a few minutes maybe they could’ve felt guilty and they were freaked out. seeing them cry made me wanna cry, but later on i did cus it was too upsetting. 

all these rude fans are just pathetic. they should see on what they have done. we made them cry and they felt sorry for us because we were getting injured. i’m still pissed yet upset. i’m pissed because on what these rude fans have done to upset our boys. and i’m upset because the show didn’t go very well what i thought it would’ve been.

i literally didn’t even know if they were singing or not. everything was just so crazy. ack.

also, i wrote this on tumblr so you could see it on the infinite tag and yeh.