OKAY. 

I have thought twice whether I will post this or not. 

Sorry. I can't take it anymore. 

For this past few weeks, as you all can see and know, I am not updating my stories regularly. I admit that. Even I, myself, is pissed because I can't write. 

I have school. 

I am a student. 

And in my last semester in college. 

AND FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I AM A STUDENT NURSE. 

I WILL BE HAVING MY BOARD EXAMS ON MAY. 

AND AS EARLY AS THIS POINT OF TIME, WE ARE UNDERGOING REVIEW IN PREPARATION FOR THE BOARD EXAMS. 

I still also have my hospital duty. 

I have classes from Monday to Saturday and probably, in January, Mon to Sunday. And i STILL HAVE EXAMS, HOMEWORKS AND REPORTS TOO.

That is how busy I am.

But then, I still try my best to update all my stories even once in a week despite of my hectic schedule. That is how I love writing. That is how I love updating my stories for you. 

I don't even know where "The Legal Wife" is going already. Because of my busy schedule, I am confused of what to write as well. I don't even know if I would extend "Luck and You". Because I want to give you a nice L story. I can't even decide if I should put "L.Joe, My Secret Fiance" on hiatus because I don't think I still have time to write that in the earkly part of 2014. 

BUT I STILL CONTINUE TO UPDATE FOR YOU. 

AND WHAT DO I GET IN RETURN? 

BASHING? RUDE COMMENTS? HURTFUL MESSAGES? 

WHY DON'T I UPDATE EVERYDAY?

WHY DID I EVEN WRITE A STORY I CAN NOT FINISH?

WHY DON'T I JUST DELETE MY FIRST STORIES?

WHY AM I ALWAYS ONLINE BUT I AM NOT UPDATING?

WELL, FIRST, SORRY FOR NOT MAKING SEHUN'S AND LUHAN'S STORIES VISIBLE TO ANYONE. I LOST INTEREST AND I AM CONTEMPLATING ON CONTINUING OR DELETING THOSE. (BUT I DON'T THINK I WOULD EVEN CONTINUE THOSE UNTIL JUNE. I HAVE A BOARD EXAM TO PASS AS WELL.)

NEXT, SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING EVERYDAY. I CAN'T. I WANT TO BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I AM BUSY WITH SCHOOL WORKS. PLUS, I HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE TOO. AND I FAN GIRL AS WELL. SORRY.

NEXT, WHY AM I ALWAYS ONLINE BUT NOT UPDATING? OKAY. I ADMIT I AM ALWAYS ONLINE BUT I ONLY LOOK AT THE STORY COMMENTS. I READ EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. AND SORRY TO SOME THAT I DONT GET TO REPLY. SOMETIMES, I JUST WANT TO READ COMMENTS AND LAUGH AT HOW YOU FAN GIRL ON THE STORY. (EX. LUCK AND YOU) DONT YOU KNOW YOU MAKE MY DAY WITH YOU SWEET COMMENTS?

ANOTHER, FOR THOSE BASHERS WHO SEND ME HATEFUL MESSAGES BECAUSE OF MY FIRST STORIES, HAVEN'T YOU HEARD THE WORD "NEWBIE" "NOVICE" "BEGINNER"? I WAS JUST A NEWBIE THEN AND I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT FIGURATIVE WRITING. I JUST SIMPLY WANT TO WRITE. I ADMIT I AM NOT GOOD. (NOT EVEN NOW). BUT WHO ARE YOU TO BASH ME FOR MY STORIES? CAN YOU EVEN WRITE ONE? CAN YOU EVEN MAKE A FULL SENTENCE WITH THE RIGHT GRAMMAR? PLEASE. THINK BEFORE YOU BASH ANYONE. BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO BASH SOMEONE IF YOU ARE NOT EVEN GOOD YOURSELF. PLEASE. 

TO ALL THE READERS WHO ARE READING AND SUBSCRIBING TO MY STORIES AND ARE PATIENTLY WAITING FOR ME TO UPDATE WITHOUT BASH AND HATEFUL COMMENTS, THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. 

I APOLOGIZE THAT I HAVE TO VENT MY ANGER HERE. BUT I'VE HAD ENOUGH. I AM TIRED. PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY. 

I WISH YOU COULD GRANT ME NO STRESS AND RESPECT. BECAUSE I RESPECT ALL OF YOU. (SORRY IF I STRESS YOU BECAUSE OF THE HAPPENINGS IN MY STORIES. ^^)

I WISH WE COULD ALL LEARN THE VALUE OF WAITING AND PATIENCE AND RESPECT. 

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

PS:

FOR THOSE QUESTIONS, I CANNOT ANSWER, I APOLOGIZE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. BUT HERE IS MY ASK.FM ACCOUNT: http://ask.fm/RChampagne

YOU CAN ASK ME THERE AND I PROMISE TO REPLY AS SOON AS I READ IT. THANK YOU SO MUCH. 

YOURS TRULY, 

RCHAMPAGNE