What Really Happened To Me

Life happened to be honest. I have been under the pressure of adulting so I had to prioritize my professional career more than writing. Life has not been easy but it was fun. I had been promoted thrice at work in four years—which is a feat. I am already earning while writing too (on Dreame).

But honestly, I miss the times when I just write for fun—no pressure on word counts, no pressure on update schedules. I want to write and have fun. After all, writing has been my way to destress before. But right now, writing stresses me out. Lol

I know most of you might not understand (because hello, ? Lmao) but if you think life is easier after college, then no. It is easier because you don’t have thesis to finish and to defend but it is hard because every decision matters. It’s what I have been reflecting on the past years. In college, I was stressed because I had a lot of papers to finish. Now, I am stressed because I have a lot of bills to pay! I’d take papers over bills any time!

Other than the bills, work has been too hard on me. Most of the time, I had to work double shifts because of understaffing. When I get home, I am already too tired to change into proper clothes. I’d rather sleep than write because I am so…exhausted.

I was burned out for more than three years that I even stopped stanning kpop groups. I only know the popular ones now—and of course the ones I liked before. However, I think I am starting to go back to fangirling. I have been in love with GOT7, Day6, BTS, EXO and Pentagon these days.

Maybe that’s the reason why I am back again? Because I am in love with KPop groups again. And maybe because I really missed writing in a friendly platform. Haha! After all, this is where I started writing with an audience.

I would like to thank all those who stayed and those who waited for me. No hard feelings for those who left…maybe adulting hit them hard too. Besides, it’s too hard to wait for the unknown.

I feel sorry for not being able to say goodbye before but now, I am saying hello again. I hope we all get reconnected again.

Rchampagne xx

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PS!!!!

New story is up, too! It’s entitled, “The Ashes From A Cold Fire”. Starring Park Chanyeol. Check it out here!

Also, an epistolary BTSxBlackpink story is out! It’s called “After We Ended”. Starring Taehyung and Jisoo. Check it out here!

To Make You Come Back To Me is for self-publishing. Details can be found here.

The Legal Wife is open for reprinting with new special chapters and freebies. Details can be found here.

Thank you and have a good day.

All love xx