Darn it!!

I can't find this fanfic I surbscribed to a million years ago,

this is going to be so so stupid to explain but if you have heard anything like it pls tell me.

It's a Himup/ Banglo/ Daejae fanfic, where all of them are in some sort of gang (helpful, I know). It has a sequel and a prequel, where somewherer along the line Zelo dies, but is then back to life for some reason. And the prequel ends with Jongup being taken off life support and dying.

I WISH I COULD FIND IT!!!!!