Happy birthday to you

My beautiful love
Baby, only for you

Because you’re here, I’m happy

-Happy Birthday, B.A.P

A year ago, I wrote a oneshot for you here on AFF, but this year, I just want to express my gratitude and thanks to you for changing my life and my world.

Jung Taekwoon, you might not read this because I doubt you even know I exist. But as a Starlight who have been with you since MyDol days, I have to say that you have change my life in a way no others have.

The first time I saw you, yes of course I have this thought in my head. "Who is this jerk who thinks he stands above everyone?" But after finishing the entire first episode of MyDol, my perception of you changed. I saw that you were ust shy and doesn't want that much of an attention on you.

When you open your mouth to sing, that's when I realise you're like an angel ffrom heaven. Your voice, it's enchanting. Others might not believe this, but when I hear your voice, it gives me hope. Everytime I go through a rough time or in a slump, I listen to VIXX's songs and your voice always manage to bring a smile to my face.It reminds me of how much you persevere to be where you are now, thus allowing me to believe in myself again. I always remind myself that if someone as quiet as you can shine among the rest, why can't I?

My love for VIXX, for you, it is really strong. I really wanted to meet you guys in person ever since MyDol days. Yes, it's that bad. I feel like once I see all of you, or at least you Leo, my life would be complete. That is why I was really happy when Milky Way Showcase was being announced and Binnie saidyou guys will visit Singapore. But when the schedule in Singapore got cancelled, I was really heartbroken. I actually saved up my part-ime job salary and didn't shop uuntil the news on the cancellation came out. I was devastated.

But I got over it quickly when I watch videos of you guys because it brings a smile to my face.

When I was watching ISAC, you don't know how much I was hurt when I saw you getting injured. When news of your injury came round, I kept on trying to find the main source of who posted it first and tried asking them what happen. When I got to know about it, I was worried. I was praying that it wouldn't be that bad.

Then slowly, as the months goes by, and now you guys are wrapping up your global showcase and are coming back soon, I'm still worried about you. Because I know you haven't fully recover yet.

I bet most of the Starlights are with me at this. They wouldn't mind if JellyFishEnt push your comeback date further. To next year January maybe. Because I really don't mind. What maters most is your health. You need to nurse that ankle of yours first.

Jung Taekwoon, underneath that chic and shy personality of yours, I know you're someone who's full of warmth and love. Your love for your member are also never ending. Others who doesn't know VIXX or you might say you're cold and all, but Starlights now better than that. Instead of a fierce wild lion, you're a cuddly baby lion. You are cute without trying and just plain adorable.

I love you from your chic and shy personality to your favourite Avant Garde fashion sense to your adorable smile that we only see once in awhile, to your expressively violent ways to show your love to your members to your lovely angelic singing voice and to your wholeself, Jung Leo.

Jung Taekwoon, thank you for coming int this world 23 years ago. I thank you for being a sunshine in my life. And lastly, I Love You.

#HAPPYBIRTHDAYLEO