You know what?

I'm stupid as the *beep*iest *beep*ed up kid in the world.

You know why?

For the long years I've known SM, and the name Lee Soo Man, I've never realized that SM stood for Soo Man, his first name. I have NEVER thought of that, and I wasn't going to until I started going through sujudork602's stories. Seriously, I didn't find her stories 'till long later, and when I did, I stayed up for nights to go thorugh it all.

SHHHH, no one else knows!

I'm a...readworm, yeah.

If it's not staying up to read on Asianfanfics or Quizilla or anything like that, it's staying up to read books. This guy thinks he can beat everyone at reading and is the reading king.

But we AFFcians are amazing.

He's just too stupid to the world of KPOP fanfiction, even if he was Korean.

We all read more than him, trust me.

Unless you don't.

But that's not the problem.

And I've recently started liking SNSD very much, even though I sort of just skipped their names and scrolled past to stuff like SUJU. I don't like change, even if I adapt to it easily, so I'm sort of, you can say, scared to try new things.

Jessica and Seohyun are the cutsey ones, from what I gather.

Taeyeon seemed like an amazing leader. I AM 100% TAETEUK, NO MATTER WHAT.

Tiffany is just...so mature and pretty.

Sooyoung is my role model. I don't know how other SONEs think, but she's kind of my favorite (no offense) and I look up to her the most.

Hyoyeon, dancing queen, correct? She's cool~

Yuri..I don't know. I've read very little stories containing her, and the one that involved her the most was when she was the evil one trying to take the OC's guy. Yeah. But on their shows and interviews or whatever you call them, she's like a cool unnie.

Yoona? I have mixed feelings about her. I mean, she's pretty and all, but in the stories I read, it's either "she's a plastic surgeried mean *beep*" or "the best unnie/cutest litle dongsaeng in the world!" Another choice is "mean, but apologizes, but still seems like a *beep*" and on the shows, she was pretty honest, but when it came to lining up on beauty, she started complaining about getting sixth.

Who's the last..oh yeah~ Sunny. All I can say is AEEEGGYOOO~

I'm not lesbian.

I'M NOT!

But they're so amazing,

while I'm just bleh,

can  you blame me for dreaming of becoming a KPOP star so bad I actually burned myself with garlic and is scarred and has even LOWER chances to be famous with my scars from my..."experiences" with childhood and moles from my parents and stress lines from all the depression and cut scars from family problems?

Yeah, I'm a loser.

My dream is hopeless.

I don't even know any musical instruments ( _ _)