It’s been days since #SS5Manila happened. October is almost over and my feels are still fresh. I decided to type this for keeps because the experience is so overwhelming I CAN NOT

morning

So I woke up early in the morning because of too much excitement and did my morning routine. I also messaged my mom(who was overseas) on facebook and told her things like “I’M GETTING MARIED TONIGHT HAHA.” She called me afterwards and told me to send her regards to my “husbands” lol. My college friend who was supposed to be at the airport for SuJu called me too while I was having my breakfast and while we were chatting there was a contest on my favorite radio station. They were giving away 2 SVIP tickets and all you have to do is sing Sorry Sorry with style. I was like “DUUUUDE YOU HAVE GIVE IT A TRY.” So yeah he called but then the line was busy already and said to me that even if he won he still can’t go. I asked my brother to call and sing his heart out too since he wasn’t going with me even though he’d love too but he was this shy boy -_- so boo hoo no svip tickets for us. Welp, my ticket was GenAd. I know it was too far away from the stage but knowing I used half of my allowance for it and all the merch it was all good ALL GOOD.

I have cough and colds during the concert and I still do have them boo hoo

OKAY LETS SKIP TO THE CONCERT PART ALREADY ASJKFHJFG

The moment they dimmed the lights everybody inside the arena was going crazy and I was preventing myself to go APE CRAZY before it even started because the guy seated at my right wasn’t a fan and all the screaming was already destroying his eardrums. My heart was beating like crazy Idk why. But yeah when they turned off all the lights I was like YEAH PFFT WHATEVER BRO TIME TO GO #BEASTMODE so I my lightstick and screamed my lungs out even though I had cough and colds. I honestly didn’t care if I’ll destroy my already scratchy voice I just let out the feels I kept for almost a year.

The intro was too epic I couldn’t type it because my hands are shaking the moment I’m thinking about everything that happened oh lord. If you happen to watch the fancams you’d probably have your jaw on the floor. What more if you were there... You’d be frozen in awe. It took me seconds before I got to move and scream again. Their presence was so overwhelming and OHMYGOD OKAY KEEP CALM

Okay.

When they introduced themselves after 3 songs(correct me if im wrong I don’t rememberlol) Kyuhyun said “Magandang Gabi!”(Good Evening) and everyone was like SJKHFDAJGAJKFHG IS THIS REAL LIFE then he said “Mag-enjoy tandang―” I think he was supposed to say “Mag-enjoy tayong lahat (Let’s enjoy ourselves/Let’s enjoy the night) or smthng but anyway we still love our Kyu for trying <3 He was really hyper especially on the talk parts and he was so adorable :D

When it was Donghae’s turn he went “WHAT’S MY NAME?” over and over again. He was so handsome and my heart was near it’s end when he started talking because his face was so heavenly even though I could only see his face on the screen. He was so gorgeous <3 I thought I would cry because I was so happy seeing my own bias standing there plus the fact that I’m not dreaming.

Loved the dance off with Shindong, Eunhyuk and Donghae. Shindong is really the BEAST when it comes to dancing. He was so good like DAMN many would die for his dance skills. No wonder my younger bro adores him. The way he moves is just amazing.

I can’t forget to type the part when Hyuk freaking hip ed then the cameraman thought it was a good idea to focus it. BOOM! Lee Hyukjae has made thousands of girls in the arena pregnant. I thought of changing my bias from Hae to him because of how hot he danced. HYUKJAE YOU BIAS WRECKER GO AWAY. Honestly, he was so hot. So whoever calls him ugly should go see him dance and take his shirt off. I’m sure they’d change their minds haha

I think everybody was waiting for Eunhyuk to take his shirt off and he did on Rockstar. Everyone went nuts again. We hoped Kyu did it too but he’s too cute and evil to do that.

Heechul almost cried in the introductions because we kept cheering “UYUBITKAL KIM HEECHUL! SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHUL!”(I find this really catchy and I keep saying this til now XD)  he was touched AWWWEE Well, at least it’s a job well done for us phELFs that we made him feel he was really missed and we’re really glad to have him back. We thought he’d cross dress but unfortunately he did not. His sang “Close Ur Mouth” tho. HOT LIKE FIREE also. His tongue oh damn that tongue. It’s like seeing a handsome Orochimaru sing. No? Okay nope.

Kangin Handsome raccoon is indeed handsome. It was his first time performing in the Philippines since he was still in the army in the last Super Show that happened in the past few years (no ss4 tho wae)

Sungmin… How do I express my feels for this guy. He’s really cute and cuddly like a teddy bear :3 I wanted to keep him after seeing him perform. He was that fluffy. When he cross dressed as Hyuna oh lord he was too pretty. The cameraman decided to kill us all again and focused on his . BUT DAMN DAT . His tummy, his arms omg you’ll feel the urge of biting them hahaha pretty oppa is pretty~

When Eunhyuk asked how many days we’d like the next Super Show to last if we’d like it to be 1, 2 or a week, Sungmin reacted and said he was getting old. So adorbs :3

Ryeowook … his vocals is just GOLD. When they sang Gray Paper, their voices just made me think I was in a complete dream because they were amaazing~

However, when Yesung appeared in the LED everyone was crying including me. It was just so sad to not see him with the guys. And I had to wipe the moist that formed on my glasses because of all the crying I did T^T I never cried like that since Werewolf Boy

Anyways, Siwon was really smokin’ hot. His looks is just UGHH WHY. He looked really funny as Son Dambi. Cross dressing isn’t really for this guy. He’s too masculine to look like a girl unlike Sungmin, Ryeowook and Kangin xD He didn’t even show his abs tho huhuhu I waited for that moment dude why

Henry is such a cutiepatootie. Everyone did a great job on welcoming him back. We were really to have Zhou Mi enjoy our company too ^^ .They were really adorable. Henry mentioned how he told the Philippines that they were the LAUdest on the last Super Show in the country. And he also told us that we were still the Laudest. Thanks Mochi :**

I was expecting a lot from EunHae(otp<3) but I only remember two asdfghjkl moments. One was when they were performing Sorry Sorry, EunHae were facing each other then all of a sudden Donghae turned him around (hyuk’s back facing Hae) then the fishy slapped the monkey’s . Second and the last one was when they all finished talking and said their goodbyes, Hae carried Hyuk who was left onstage still waving to the crowd. I wonder what happened after that /wiggly eyebrows hehehe

The Marry U project was very funny. When the banner “Fine, let’s make a baby” was shown it got epic reactions. Well, Hyuk was pretty shocked. Not sure if he told us that we were going too fast or not  (lol im sorry). He said us ELFs were their babies tho. HAHAHA WAY TO GO He chanted “I love you baby” and it was too good to be true. There was one part when he went like “sjkfhkjafkdjsfksa HAPPY?” trying to imitate Donghae’s “Are you HEPPEEH?!?” They’re so cute.

We had a birthday project prepared for Donghae. It took him a couple of seconds to notice we were singing him Happy Birthday but thanks to Hyuk for noticing!! He got splashed with water and if you happen to watch the fancams he was so hot when he pushed his hair up. He had an adorable laugh that made my heart jump. Probably the same feeling when you make a baby smile or laugh :3 I almost died.

That one moment that stood out the most for me was when Heechul bowed down for seconds. Well that was unexpected. In the end though Kangin made him bow but no one could control the mighty Heenim so Hee stood up and gave Kangin a kick on the .

Weeelp this was all I can remember so far. I hope I can add more precious SS5 memories. xD ^^