Aish! First thing first, who here is filipino? Or at least watching the Filipino drama "Got To Believe"? I'm watching it and I'm flipping tables over tonight's episode!

Okay, calm down. *deep breath* So, I don't watch Korean dramas, I watch Filipino dramas mainly because we have The Filipino Channel [TFC] and since my parents are constantly watching dramas, I might as well watch too right? Plus, I don't speak Tagalog. I can sort of comprehend, but I'm nowhere near fluent. If it's in Taglish then I can get the jist of the conversation but it's still hard you know? I was born in the US and I wasn't taught Tagalog when I was little because my mom thought that I would be getting English and Tagalog mixed up so badly that I'd be a bad student. I'm trying to learn now, but they're just like "watch dramas, you'll learn."....sure. =_= and if I ask for a translation, they go "You learned Korean by yourself, learn Tagalog by yourself" but I mean! What's the point of looking up all these words on the internet when I have two perfectly fluent parents that can teach me!!!

Anyways, I'm hooked on the drama "Got To Believe" That is my show! Everyone at home knows that it's my show. They even call me to the family room not for dinner but to watch my show! I've watched it from the beginning and I hate how I can't fully grasp the conversation and that I've missed a few episodes because I had to do these other things. v_v But still! This is my show! My dad and I even joke about how I'm SO MUCH like Joaquin and how his mom is so much like my mom. O.o It's weird. I know. But seriously, I'm really thinking of making my own fan fic based on this. *.*

QUICK SUMMARY [Anyone that watches can skip this part]

So anyways, for anyone that doesn't know what it is, there's two families. The only child of the rich family is Joaquin and the only child of the other family is Chichai [Christina]. Joaquin is very antisocial because after an accident when he was little, his mom refuses to let him go out. He was home schooled, always had people doing things for him, locked in his room just playing video games and surfing the web etc. Then there's Chichai, his polar opposite. She is the most open [cute], energetic [cute] and lively [cute] girl there is. I have to say though, she's cute. ^^

One day, she's looking for a job and gets hired by Joaquin's mom to take care of him [btw they're both supposed to be like young adult years so like 18?] Eventually she gets hired and is constantly pranked by Joaquin. Then, when they actually start to get on better terms, Chichai's dad makes her quit because he finds out that Joaquin was  some newly turned adult instead of a little kid like he imagined.

Eventually, Joaquin is allowed to go to college, but with his mom still constantly afraid of Joaquin's safety she gives Chichai a scholarship to go to the same school taking the same classes so that she can keep on eye on Joaquin. After classes and studying together, they've been getting pretty close. And not long ago did they slowly start realizing their feelings for each other!

TONIGHT'S FRIGGIN EPISODE THOUGH *SPOILER*

So Joaquin has been practicing basketball and wanted to join the team because Chichai said something about how it's better than the video games and all that. Joaquin goes to the school's court and is actually a very good player. He even gets praised by a staff(?) member for how naturally talented he is.

Chichai on the other hand is looking for Joaquin because he wasn't there when they were supposed to met up before class. She's texting him and he's not answering because he's practicing basketball. So eventually Chichai finds a mutual friend and asks where Joaquin is and the friend says that he thought he might be in the library. So she goes looking!

After the practice, Joaquin realizes that Chichai was looking for him and he also bumps into the SAME friend that Chichai asked. Of course he also directs him to the library.

RAGE MOMENT

Now, I may not understand Tagalog completely, but actions are louder than words. Why? Well JUST as Joaquin got to the library he spots one of his friends giving Chichai a FRIGGIN FLOWER! A ROSE! Like WTF MAN! You shouldn't even be involved man! I mean...yeah Chichai is cute...and an ideal girl...but HEY! She's Joaquin's! I SHIP THEM! I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP! They're my Filipino OTP. Like omg. I have SO MANY FEELS when they interact with each other! But now this 3rd wheel is crashing the party! GET OUT!!!!

I tried convincing myself that "Okay, maybe Joaquin told him to give it to her..." PSH! Who was I kidding?!? The look of a shattered heart on Joaquin's face was enough of an answer for me!

Either way, my mom says "He's courting her..."

I'm just like..."Ano?! You're joking right?" And I laugh weakly.

My mom just shruggs and goes, "He confessed to Chichai that he was gonna court her. Especially since her and Joaquin aren't dating."

FLIP ALL THE TABLES!!! NOW!!!!

My Filipino OTP is getting crushed by some third wheel. I mean, yeah the courting guy looks handsome and all but he's not the right one for Chichai! It's Joaquin! The guy that's courting Chichai seems like a great guy. I think he would make a great boyfriend to SOMEBODY ELSE. So he has to pack up his flower and all that and just find another girl! Why not that one girl that's Chichai's friend? Like REALLY!

My feels guys...T^T I hate them crushed feels...