4 years with these 6 boys.

4 years of love. 
4 years of dreams and chasing after them. 
4 years of overworking and tired bodies.
4 years of well thought of lyrics over heart stopping melodies. 
4 years of smooth moves and posh dance routines. 
4 years of smiles and tears.
4 years of weirdness and dorkiness.
4 years of weak muscles under too much pressure.
4 years of strong arms and even stronger hearts.

4 years with these 6 boys and I hvae no regrets.
4 years of pure love.

B2ST has been my one true love for eactly 4 years.

This same day 4 years ago, I loathed their existence. I was so mad at Yoseob's blonde hair and Kikwang stripping and Doojoon's-- well I liked Doodi ever since, so he's an exeption-- Dongwoon's voice, Hyunseung being all feminine, and Junhyung's entire junhyung-ness. I hated them so much but I couldn't stop listening to their songs. I couldn't get the words out of my head, couldn't force the music out of my system. Until I hated them so much I actually loved them. 
Let's pretend that makes sense. 
You know when people say "The more you hate, the more you love"? Yeah. That's exactly what this is. I hate them for barging into my life right after I firmly said that I'm giving up in Kpop cause TVXQ disbanded and it hurts like   But I love them for keeping my heart in the right place. I love them for being my personal "oasis". I love them for bringing music and color back to my soul. I love them for being B2ST and being the most amazing set of crazy asses ever. And I swear I would never love another group as much as I love B2ST. 



Doojoon will forever be my favorite soccer loving, hyperactive, leader.... bias, yeah. The only person that can stand there and do nothing but still manage to look extremely breath taking to be legal. His care for the members, his passion for their music, Yoon Doojoon. I love you. Words will never suffice. 


Junhyung, you bias wrecker. Although I hate to admit it to myself, I do love him. Although he ruins my life without even trying, I do love him. I admire his love for his work and his insane talent. You're my , and I intend to keep it that way forever.


Kikwang is an angel. I don't even need to elaborate on that. He's just too sweet not too love. His face is just as angelic as his existence. He's not small, he's fun-sized. Smile for me, kiki,  I love you til that smile turns irellevant.


Yoseob, you squishy sqhuishy ball of squishiness. Where he gets that voice, we'll never know. But he is an amazing performer. A cute face coupled with the best body you'll ever see, Yoseob, you are illegal. Thank you for breathing, love.  


Dongwoon please. Can you stop being perf. The maknae that never really looked like the maknae. Ever so perfect. Too young to be as y as he is now but hey, no one's complaining. I love you, son nam shin, don't grow up too fast.


Hyunseung will always be my favorite trouble maker. The pretty, pretty 4D kid. The only person I can ship with himself cause he's perfectly contented with just his dancing. My prince jang, stay strong. I love you.






I've watched them grow form this;


to this.


And I can't be more proud. They've gotten so far, achieved so much, proved a whole lot more than they've xpected.


They've been my constant reminder that life is never as bad as it seems. They're my ot6, my baby boys, my batoost. 
Why I love them? I will never understand. How much I love them? Words can never explain.


Until when I will love them? for the rest of my life that's left. 



Happy 4th Anniversary, B2ST~!!!

this is late but, yeah.