Yesterday BigBang held their Alive Concert at the MOA Arena here in the Philippines.

I have had my ticket for over 3 months before the event itself. It's only for General Admission since we're short on cash. Unfortunately, about an hour before the show starts, someone just felt the need to steal my ticket. Yeah. I lost my ticket. On the day itself.  And as a VIP, it's natural for me to break down and cry. I was so close to losing every single drop of sanity left in my body. I was crying like mad cause I had nothing else to do. 

But hey, life's got a weird way of making your dreams come true sometimes. A guy from the ovation production ran into me and my friends and saw me despairing. My friends told him why and he asked me to calm down so that he can help me out. He walks away a few moments after and comes back with a backstage pass in hand. He explained that the pass also meant that i get to stay in the Patron VIP section. Right. In. Front. Of. The. Stage.

I didn't believe that it was all happening until I stepped into the concert grounds itself and Taeyang's voice comes booming through my system. And there he is. Dong Youngbae. Dancing in front of me and I'm only four freaking people away! What do you do when you see freaking Taeyang dance Wedding dress in front of you and algjhfdkjhlajsldk strips! HE STRIPS! <3<3<3 Taeyang was already shirtless and insanely y for about 75% of the concert left. :) The Nyongtory is crazy! algfkhlsljhlsjkljgd Seungri was everywhere Jiyong was and Jiyong the same with baby Ri. OHMAYGHADSUN! I don't need to ship them anymore, they already ship themselves! <3 And damn everything else if Seungri isn't the most adorable little maknae we could ever ask for. He's too cute for words. Our panda is too precious. <3 TOP was probably the most flawless human being I have ever seen upclose. He's just beautiful okay? And Daesung? Oh ghad, Daesung was like a in' Greek god! He was like the epitome of y. Bow. I love them all to bits and pieces. Honest.

I'm probably the happiest VIP alive right now! My fate when it comes to these things is unexplainable~ Whatever God's reason was for having me lose my Gen Ad ticket was pure genious. /tears  Seeing my dearest Seungri, Taeyang, Jiyong, Seunghyun and Daesung upclose? It was glorious; surreal but so goddamn real! I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm just happy. Reaaaaaaaaaally really happy. 



/I could practically touch them. <3 

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