Oh, my, freaking, gosh

NO

Our baby Dongho's leaving?! Honestly, I didn't expect this at all, serioualy. Okay, actually, the fact that yesterday I got reminded about Dongho's health on Facebook did kind of hint he was leaving but I didn't expect it to be soon!

I'm not exaggerating or anything, but I was really shock and actually quite devastated when I read the news today. The fact that I was looking at UKISS' first album (Yes, the one with Xander and Kibum) yesterday and talking about them with my cousin on how far they came, and that the day that they'd win an music is the day where I would cry buckets. 
 

And what was funny was how I said I don't think I'd be able to either see a member or leave or a group disband

OH MY GOSH, couldn't Life be more obvious that Dongho was leaving?! ;_______;

Seriously, UKISS was the first group that properly made me like KPOP; they really have a special place in my heart. And the fact that the member that I grew to loving and respecting (Yea, I really didn't like Dongho at first) is leaving is like wow.

To be honest, winning a music award as UKISS without Dongho feels a bit empty don't you think? Winning an award as a group that wasn't originally how I met them is, to be honest, disheartening to me


I really am upset, like oh my gosh I just cried literally! Seriously, this is (ish) the first time that this kind of thing is happening to one of my favourite groups (Should I also mention KARA as well? ;_____;) and I'm not used to it. Funny story, I knew KARA because Dongho and Kevin both danced to their song 'Step'.

I remember only listening to UKISS songs, and only watching varieties and videos that were only about UKISS; that's how much I love them.


I really do respect Dongho's decision, I really do. I admire all the hardwork he has done for both UKISS and himself. Afterall, wasn't he responsible for bringing UKISS popularity? I believe he had a lots of burdens, being an actor and rapper, and having to drop out of his movie after getting that lung disease when UKISS was promoting? Sigh. And the fact that he had that burden ever since he was 13, I applaud him for being that strong.


I admit I only knew UKISS when they released Tick Tack but I did watched UKISS Vampire so I knew a bit about Xander and Kibum. Remember that episode when Dongho cried because he thought he didn't bring enough popularity to UKSS at first? I can remember that as if I watched it yesterday. 

Shin Dongho, know that all KissMes will always love and remember you and your tremendous hardwork. You'll always be our baby, no matter what. Our baby who had both a feisty and cotton-candy heart [You were and always be my favourite rascal] 
I won't forget you and your awesome engrish (Oh Dongho) 
[I wonder if Simon and Martina knows about this actually O.O]

I wish good health for you, and I hope you'll have a happy life as the normal teen you want. I hope you continue to cheer on UKISS! We will never forget you.

We love you! 


[P.S Take care of your puppy well!]