Liking Someone: Beautiful but Tragic

To like someone as more than a friend is a beautiful thing...

You wake up in the morning, hoping you'll be able to see that person again. You can't sleep because you're up all night with questions about them.

If you're anything like me, you probably denied liking said person for a long time.... but when I finally just accepted it, it really was a beautiful moment.

The tragic part comes when you realize that even if your relationship were to progress, what would come out of it?

It's either heartbreak or marriage.

And in my case, the heartbreak comes way before any relationship progression...

It's happened one too many times and I don't know if liking someone is worth the hurt in the end.

So that's where I am right now. Trapped in a beautiful moment with a tragic outcome.

(Aigoo... and I told myself I wasn't going to like anyone at all this year... =_=)

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nightStar #1 Oct 15, 2013 23:26:18

so true..
hiks hiks

Kate1016 #2 Oct 15, 2013 22:20:04

I can relate to on sooo many levels. I like someone. I really do. but he's my best friend and i'm scared. Scared of what will happen. Scared of how our friendship would turn out. heck, i'm scared to even BE in a relationship since i haven't been in one. (can someone say Forever Alone?? jk, i'm only in 10th grade. I got time~) but the point is i'm scared. I'm scared to even tell anyone that i like this guy because i don't want him to find out somehow. I just don't know. He's the one person who can make me feel happy, sad, and lonely all at once and it just makes me confused. but it's not even worth thinking about anymore since i think he likes someone else... I want to blame him for my heartbreak, but this is all on me. It's all my fault. I HAD to like him. I HAD to over think things. I HAVE to be such a scardy cat. I HAD to over think things and make my heartbreak even worse. He would probably only like me as a friend, and then i started to think why. Why can't we date. What's wrong with me? Is it because i'm not skinny? Is it because i'm a bigger person? Is it because i'm not pretty? I just don't know. It's all too complicated. It hurts me even more watching him be close with another girl. The one who I think he likes. It pains me knowing that he likes my friend. A really good friend. Watching them be together makes me sad. It makes me lonely. But in a quick second, it all changes when he speaks to me. All of the sudden i become happy. Like I was never sad before. I just don't know how to explain it...