okay. so. here are some of the things that are bothering me, or making me die of fangirl feels.

Firstly, to all my subscribers reading this, I'M SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE LIKE, ALL OF MY STORIES. I'M SO SORRY. I didn't update for more than a month for the taoris fic, and I feel so terrible about it. I have like absolutely no exo feels at the moment, so I don't want to slog out some horrible chapter and be done with it. And that also brings us to the next point of

SHINEE IS BACK! ...again. Overwhelming shawol feels has caused my brain to be dead for a few days. EVERYBODY. WAKE UP. WAKE UP. My gosh. It doesn't get any better than that, does it? Key, my dearest beloved Kibummie, why do you torture me so. Oh god. Symptoms is eargasm-worthy, in my opinion. Jonghyun is a piece of real talent. I don't think this blog post will actually do justice to my feels, but right now I'm doing an exo one (maybe two) shot, so my mind is completely split. I don't think you would want to hear all the incoherent asuefabehvwkauxnoew I'd spew if I really went full lamp-girl mode. /cough, straightens up/ I have dignity. Besides, my feels have been overriden because

I am extremely mad at SM. Krispy and I actually duet ranted about it on whatsapp. Like wtf is wrong with you, making shinee come back five times a year. It's literally hello, goodbye, hello, goodbye, hello, goodbye, hello! Maybe you think we fans would want more and more and MORE of shinee, but the actual fact is, most rational fans would really just want their favourite idols to take a break and rest. Do you know what rest is, SM? Stop making them fly everywhere and all over the place and performing comeback songs DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA how tired they are and how much they need rest. Especially my darling dubu leader. Explain to me why he fainted. Or when I go to Korea I will knock down your doors and demand an explaination. One does not simply faint if they are healthy and robust and without problems. Look, here's a fangirl (lampgirl) who is honestly telling you how she feel. I am very glad that shinee is producing all those songs and working their butts off for their fans (us) but the fact is, they're probably overworked and underrested and they need a break. Have a Snickers. I can probably come up with like a whole list of Things I Want To Punch SM For. I'm not even kidding. Not even about the punching part.

Anyway, papers came back and I am in a state of extreme depression. But for all my subbies, please look forward to updates! I'll work hard.

Btw...I have a feeling Taoris is slowly taking over my Jongkey love in my OTP list... OTL NO MY HALF FINISHED JONGKEY FICS