A Song that I needed to write, hope you enjoy

I Am Broken, Was It Worth It
 
 
I'm just sitting here
Waiting here
For something that will never come
You had me thinking that I had won something I had never won
Your lie caught up to you
Do you think I'd never know the truth?
I was foolish to believe something good would come out of this
I was ignorant to try, I was ignorant to wish 
but you encouraged it
So tell me this
 
Was it worth it?
Was it worth hurting me over?
Was it worth it?
Maybe you thought I was a pushover?
What you have done to me can't be forgiven
What you have done to me after all I have given
I put aside my pride for you
I put aside my comfort for you 
I did it all for you
I cared about you more than I did myself
But in this situation all you were really thinking of was yourself
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy after your betrayal?
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Are happy that you hurt my pride?
Are you happy that I cried?
How I cried 
How I cried
Asking why?
Why?
Why?
What have I done to earn this?
All I can do is learn from this
All I can do is swallow the pain that shoots from my heart down to my very core
Should I care?
Should I care anymore?
After all we've been through?
You betrayed me
Haven't I always been true to you?
You betrayed me
I was always loyal
But you betrayed me
Now my heart is broken
Now my spirit is broken
To every word you had spoken
I am broken
 
 
Tell me why 
Tell me why you'd do this to me?
Tell me how?
Tell me
what am I to do now?
I cared for you when you were broken and mended 
I cared for you
Hoping that your heart ache will have ended
I wanted to build you up
But all you did was tear me down
So tell me
 
Was it worth it?
Was it worth hurting me over?
Was it worth it?
Maybe you thought I was a pushover?
What you have done to me can't be forgiven
What you have done to me after all I have given
Your sorry's mean nothing
You obviously weren't sorry enough to not do it to begin with
Your sorry's mean nothing
Your sorry's mean nothing
Your sorry's can't fix my smile
Your sorry's can only last for a little while
Your sorry's mean nothing
Your sorry's mean nothing
Your sorry's can't fix this fragile heart of mine
You said that you would give me time
But is time really what I need?
How am I to trust you?
Do you really think the truth would be too hard for me to chew?
How can you do this to me?
How can I be freed?
What is it?
How am I to know what I really need?
So tell me
 
Was it worth it?
Was it worth hurting me over?
Was it worth it?
Maybe you thought I was a pushover?
What you have done to me can't be forgiven
What you have done to me after all I have given
 
Are happy that you hurt my pride?
Are you happy that I cried?
How I cried 
How I cried
Oh how I cried
Asking why?
Why?
Why?
What have I done to earn this?
All I can do is learn from this
All I can do is swallow the pain that shoots from my heart down to my very core
Should I care?
Should I care anymore?
After all we've been through?
You betrayed me
Haven't I always been true to you?
You betrayed me
I was always loyal
But you betrayed me
Now my heart is broken
Now my spirit is broken
To every word you had spoken
I am broken
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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SprintingForward
#1
Wow....I-I don't know what I can say...That was so deep...I can truthfully say I can relate, but to actually put this up took bravery and I admire you for that. You amaze me eonnie. I applaude you. You really have a gift.