I'm so proud and happy to say that I'm at a place right now where I love everything about myself. Every little thing about myself makes my heart skip a beat. I truly love myself with all my heart and would never ask to be anybody else. But right now I want to try something new for my body. I want to lose weight not only to become healthier but to show people that it is possible if you have the right motivation. When I was trying to lose weight for the only reason to be hit on or to be more desirable I always quit and talk myself out of it because I would be all "Who cares if I'm not desirable? I love me and that's enough" that's still how I think btw about the part of "who cares if I'm desirable to someone else" but I just really want to be healthy again. Aesthetics and desirableness comes last in my book. Starting Wednesday when I buy my bike it's gonna be a start of a new me, a healthier me ^ ^! Wish me luck guys!