Hey guys! It's exotics12 here! :)

About the KPOP COMPETITION on my previous blog....

:( 

I'm sorry guys. I can't compete it. Mainly because, it's held on October 19th :(

And that is a PROBLEM. A VERY BIG PROBLEM. 

Why? 

Because, the next week on October 18th, 19th, 21th, and 22th. I would be going for my final examinations of UEC :(((

I'm so SADDD! DDDD: 

This was a second oppurtunity in my life this year. The first one was my dance club holding a COVER DANCE competition at my school, and I can join :) But, I have no time to practice and besides, that competition are only available for groups and no solo dancers! :(( 

And that was breaking news for me, because if you have to team up, it's MORE WORK. And I just didn't have time for that D: 

So, I failed on the first. and now there was a second opportunity, but because it's held on exams day. I can't join :((

It's like when there is a chance for me to shine on stage and showing what I can do, it always crumbles upon me. It just ends before I even take it.

D: 

I don't know when they will be another chance, or maybe life is just challenging me. Maybe I'm not ready yet? I could tell. And I'm not mad ;) Just sad.. 

Probably because Life knew that the studies were important for me this year so it never gave me the chance to grab it. And I respect that :) I just hope that there is a time for me to shine. 

I will always wait patiently for that day :D And when it comes, all this waiting will be worth it! ^^

I've been waiting for 3 years to shine. And this year was another failure ;( Or not? XD

Because I'm gonna upload a dance cover. It's not confirmed well yet. But I will share it to you guys if I've done it :))) Please await it! ^^

And thank you for those who supported me on joining the competition :D And I'm sorry for failing you guys, but I have no choice. It's not that I don't want to join. It's that I couldn't. :( 

It's okay! ^^ I'll just wish for a better tomorrow :D 

Forget about yesterday, and think to yourself, "I'll make sure that today will be better than yesterdays!" 

:D 

THANK YOU! :D And my, previous blog post  GIVE ME SUGGESTIONS PLEASE! SHOULD I JOIN OR NOT?   

Your dear author, 

exotics12