First I go on ing facebook and I forgot to unfriend  my ex, as I was doing that the guy decideds to type up in English how he is so happy with his new long distance relationship, how he goes to sleep happy every night because of his girlfriend. How happy he is to skype her and how beautiful she is. This guy had lied to me because of her, he lied saying he was feeling guilty because he couldn't text me as much because of school when in full honesty he had fallen for someone else. Not only did he lie to me but now he is rubbing it in my face.

To make that all sooo much better a friend of mine had interests in the same guy, okay cool fine. But as I was searching through my tags I see she had tagged me in a post and I am so ing livid at it. 

WHO THE SAYS THEY DON'T TRUST ME WITH HIM AND HE IS HERS BEFORE HE IS MINE AND THEN GOES BACK TO SAY LOVE ME?! 

YOU ARE ASKING ME TO LOVE YOU AFTER WHAT YOU POSTED?!

I am having a bad weekend. On top of that my bipolar disorder is fighting with my anxiety AGAIN and I don't know what to do with myself right now. Why the IS ALL THIS HAPPENING?! ALL AT ING ONCE

When you care for someone you don't posts like that, you are suppose to be my friend MY SISTER DAMMIT AND YOU PULL THIS !?

Here's the real kicker guys, the guy me and my friend had interests in won't text me anymore. HE ING STOPPED TEXTING ME WHY 

WHY THE HELL WOULD HE STOP ALL OF A SUDDEN?!

I am so angry, so hurt, so done.

I am done