After looking at the soshified forums and looking at the concert fans event, I feel that the girls are so far from us. Even to the point of beyond reach. Like they are stars in the sky. Oh well, they are. Stars look so close to us, as in we can see them and they could 'see' us, but yet, we can't touch them/ get close to them. During a concert, they may be in front of you but we are unable to reach them.

We are of 2 different world. It kinds of remind me of what someone said.

李亚鹏: '我要的是一个家庭，你却注定是一个传奇。'

Translation: What I really want is a family but you are destined to be a legend.

Of course, we won't be marrying the girls so the family part is redundant. At the same time, I also dont know what to replace for the family part. Motivation? Friend? What I really want is a friend but you are destined to be a legend?

Don't seem to fit. I just feel that they are so high up, so beyond reach and yet there are so many of us hoping to get their attention, to take 1 look at us. Just 1 look, not a glance but a look. A look to recognise your presence as a friend/ accquaintance/whatever you think you want to be to them (not wife/husband). Yeah, they may look at you. But, they don't know you. It is like a stranger passing by you at 1 moment. You see that person, that person sees you but yet you guys are strangers. That kind of feeling. So close, yet so far. I am not one who knows how to describe how I feel. I am trying my best here to convey my feelings.

Millions of sones out there are trying to reach out to our girls. Going to concerts and all. But, who really get to meet them in person? As in one to one, having a real conversation as a friend or something. Not a fansign or a fans event. Apparently, only those who really put in the effort and money MAY meet them in person or get them to know who you are. Knowing your name and all, knowing that you exist. MAYBE not even to the point of exchanging texts as friends. 

This slogan. 'Once a sone, forever a sone' hits me real hard. We are never going to be something much more than idols and fans. Not even accquaintance. This format of you knowing your idol but they don't know who you are and label you together with many others trying to do the same thing such as reaching out for them. The label is 'sone' for us, girls generation fans and in general for all idols in the world, 'fans'. 

I just had this sudden thought after reading through the fans event that the sones are preparing. They put in so much effort and somehow they are still unreachable. We may touch their hearts and all but we touch their hearts as sones, not as you or I. It will always be a we. 

Oh well, I never regret being a sone. It is just that I have this feeling all of a sudden. We know all about them but, we are literally strangers living in 2 different world. I don't know if you guys understand what I am trying to convey up there but, oh well, its ok. You guys can comment if you want. Criticise me if you want. I hope I can know what are your views and how you feel.