Sweet times we had shared before,

Those were the times I told you, you're the one I adore.

Those were the times you and I were joyous

Even though inside of me, I was anxious.

One day, I told you, "I just lied,

Actually, my feelings immediately died."

You unexpectedly fell on your knees, you were begging

And pleading for my truest loving.

I ignored and just looked down at you,

Keeping to myself that I was feeling blue.

I walked away and left you there,

With all the regrets I bear.

I immediately headed to my home,

Expecting that I'll be alone.

I heard you knocking, begging for me

Telling me that you're not going to flee.

In my bed, I cried all night

With all the pains that slowly bite.

This was the last time I was going to see you, 

But making you miserable is what I do.

I didn't tell you that I'm going to leave,

Permanently parting from this wondrous place to live.

I have been suffering from this sickness for months,

And every night, it always haunts.

I realized I let you go wrongly.

But I can't do anything, I'm dying slowly.

 I just can't go back to say sorry,

I know your heart is full of worries.

Now I'm keeping an eye on you,

Being happy for those reasons that are only few.

I'm standing from thousands of feet off the ground,

It's perfect paradise I have finally found.

I am finally over you now.

But I am truly sorry somehow.

I'm perfectly at home in the clouds,

Looking at your everyday mournng in a cry that's loud.

(c) zeynii, 2009

LOL, this makes me laugh. xD

it's a poem i submitted and was published n our school paper.

it isn't from experience because obviously i am perfectly alive. xD

it's just inspired by a song (which i ain't gonna say now LOL)

i am planning on writing a short fic (or maybe a oneshot) about this.

not sure if it would be a DARAGON fic, or a Lee Hi one, or other couple.

so, yeah... after MY ASSASSIN OPPAS, i'm writing this. :)

ciao~