i really hate my parent's rules. i'm not allowed to just call up my friends and ask them if they want to hang out, i have 1) give 24 hour permission

2) my parents have to know the friend and their parents

3) whereever we go, there has to be an adult with us.

i hate this! they think that giving me restrictions will somehow make me want to hang out with them! and i dont. maybe if i could hang out with my friends, then i would want to hang out with my family. it makes me really upset that in order for me to make any plans i have to join a club that involves severe effort (and i already plan on quiting) and i would love to just say "hey, im just not feeling it right now, im going to go for a walk" i cant even take a walk by myself thats how controling my parents are! they wonder why im so depressed, and they wonder why i dont want to do anything with them. im just realy depressed. i was thinking about just writing a note explaining i want more freedom, then like jumping out the window and going to a friends house.