Hey, guys.

It's been a while since I last posted, and my summer internship feels like forever to me. All that boredom, all the not-much-talking-but-way-more-laughing, all these things seem so, so far away to me.

Well, about my life? It's hard on me lately. We have a lot to do, a lot to learn, and every subject and every teacher expects us to learn for their subject only. Yes, it's hard. Third form of my school, I heard, is always the hardest one. And even though I'm the think people call "nerd", it does get hard on me. Seriously. I have no idea how people seem to think that nerds seem to know it all. It's so weird and also such a wrong thought.

About my writing and my activities online: Well, I almost forced myself to write the contest entry. No, it's not because I lost my passion to write. It's just that time got onto me, similar to Tia. I have to focus on my school, I'm sorry. And this is my point.

Except from judging the contest (I just knew I digged my own grave, because t i m e guys!), I will take a hiatus from this site. Well, I can't even put it properly into words. It's no real online hiatus, because I'm still on tumblr and twitter. Because I know: When I don't put restrictions on myself, I will continue to visit this site, I will reply and such, and really, I need restrictions.

Also, I'm so tired of my fandom mon amour lately. Yes, I do talk about Inspirit. I still edit, I still make gifs, just the fandom makes me so tired. I thought we're mature and would only love our seven boys, but apparently, we don't. Fandom wars, the never-ending fight between MyungYeol shippers and MyungJong shippers, gifing and editing fantaken stuff and general retardedness... it makes me so sick and tired. And when you know a thing about me (or not, but now you do), is that I hate all things extreme. I don't want to be too attached to things, I don't like that. I don't like being addicted (I know, lately I am Skyrim-addicted, but as long as it's temporary, I'm fine with it), but some of those guys... idk man. I also have little time in doing quick gifs (like my friends Sheri and Sol and the list of my friends do continues, do) because I'm just late, I know. And yes, I do have feels for them, I still have plots in my mind (I had a more or less aggressive silent sobbing yesterday when I remembered glorious Paradise era with glorious Sungyeol and this particular scene where he is looking somewhere with a ing awesome face and everything and I think you get the point).

So, this isn't a farewell. Just... a see you soon for now. See you soon, guys. And goodbye. I thank you for all this beautiful friendship I had with you guys. Particularly, my mutual friends, aka Jen, Star, Sapphy (ohh Sapphy, out of all them, I think I feel you the most ;;;), and Bluu and of course Summer. I love you all.

To add a last thing, here is my contact, if you'd like to know:

k-pop tumblr | female k-pop sideblog | myungzy sideblog | personal tumblr (all those sideblogs next to the k-pop tumblr are sideblogs)

anime tumblr (this is a blog on its own!)

twitter

Really, guys. I love you all. And, one last joke. I love you forever, forever.

(yes i had to.)

Bye, then. See you soon.