First kiss, Hair, Regret

I know the title is weird!

But trust me it'll all make sense once you read this! ^^

You see I went to school on friday!

I wasn't that bad from my last posts but oh boy I regret going! .-.

You see a week ago I was asked out by this junior. He wasn't ugly but he wasn't super hot either. I thought why not i'll give it a chance (personality wise he's my type) so everything was going fine. We were taking it slow.

Until suddenly he kissed me!! O_O

Now its my first kiss but he doesn't know that!!! Now his lips were soft he was gentle (I was chewing gum thank god!) But I was so scared afterwards and furious!!

I wanted my first kiss to be special you know and not with him atleast until I liked him more! I was soooo upset at first then I went numb like I didn't know how I felt at all!!

I talked about it with my mom (we're really close and she knows me oh so well) and realized that I was so upset at how it happened and how non special it must've been for him. (Cuz he's a year older and a flirt so im sure he's been with other girls). And once I realized that and got over it .. I was happy c:

Now the next topic of conversation is hair.

You see on friday it was raining like crazy while we waited for the bus.

These group of girls were freaking out over how it was raining and were concerned about they're hair.

Me being a tomboy that I am I just rolled my eyes and tried to stay dry.

if I wasn't sick and had been coughing all day I probably would've played in the rain.

But those group of girls I mentioned kept shoving me into the cold rain!! -.-

I got mad at them and told them to stop im sick.

But those es still kept shoving me!!! :/

If your hair is more important then keeping a sick person dry you need to just stop breathing!! More important people could breath that air :/

So my temper got the better of me and I grabbed my next shover and threw her into the rain. And every time she tried to get back I kept shoving her until her hair was soaked and she looked like a drowned rat. :/

None of her friends came to her aid like she was left on her own. I used up soooo much strength (I had been feeling weak all day) so when she shoved me I fell onto the ground.

I was so done so I got up and just ran off into the rain to find my friends.

Now do I regret that?

HELL NO!!

She deserved that for being a dumb ;/

But our next topic is what I do regret.

I regret going to school -.-

MY MOM SAID IF I FELT WORSE IN THE MORNING SHE'D DRAG ME TO THE DOCTORS!

But I hate the doctors!

Im very comfortable in my skin but after I go they make me feel like such crap I feel like crying by the time we leave.

I didn't want to deal with that being sick I probably would've started crying and throw a fit!

So I it up and went and all that had happened.

So I regret going I should've just went to the doctors :/

Oh and today I just feel worse TT-TT

I hope those stupid es love they hair still -.-

Now we all know this part. Comment your thoughts. Have you had a day you just regret going to? And how was your first kiss if you had yours? Thanks for reading til next post ~~ -[•]_[•]-

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ihavenofriends2920
#1
Stupid es, if I was in your position the first time they shoved me in the rain would be their last.
:P derp a flirt guy kisses you. But something seems off about him
(even though I've never met him your discription of him has something wroung about him,
not saying that he is)
seoksbaby #2
I would have just grabbed their entire crew, and pushed them into the rain
Stupid es.
But some people find me scary in real life so uhm yeah LOL
My first kiss wasn't all that special either!
I don't think people's first kisses are usually special
That doesn't happen in real life, only in dramas.
animefan
#3
Yes I always regret going to school somedays because there is this dude who annoys me
GenerationX
#4
this girl deserved what she got!^^ It's not a question of being a tomboy, I just hate girls who keep on complaining about the rain because of their hair!
I hope you'll get better soon. and I'm glad you had your first kiss!;) It's never that special for anyone I think. mine was so common. I was 16, at a party. we were both so never it's cute when you think of it!^^
take care of you and be better soon!:)