Today in my study group at a time with awkward silence I said "My cat fell down from my balcony yesterday", to which Kristina said "God, I know more about your cat than about you!". I was really hurt, actually. First off, she has never expressed any interest in getting to know me. I don't know if it's just me, but I don't think awkward silences are filled well with random info about yourself such as "Hey, by the way, I'm obsessed with Kpop!". Second off, I hate awkward silences and I just... it's a lot easier to just spew out random stuff about my cat since she is always doing something idiotic. Also, Kristina is a person who practically never talks and when she does it is so low and hard to make out. I just... I don't know. It made me feel like a crazy catlady and it really wasn't nice. I mean... I am, but it's just... there is so much more to me than that even though I don't it in people's faces. I don't know. I'm just really down because of it.