I can't take it anymore... Really... I can't... So many people are leaving me. I don't know why... It hurts because they say they are my friends but yet they leave me. Alone. I'm someone they only come to for help. I'm a toy their answer key. I can't go to social networks without thinking "What will they think of this?" "what will they think of me?. It's hard to go to school. I can only speak at certain times and be watchful of what is say. I have to be wise of what i say. And now i can't join chats or fun that they have. But i don'y mind... I guess maybe because i am so used to it. But honestly, i feel left out. They say i'm flirty because i reply to all the guys that happens to chat in whatsapp... But have they notice all they ask is how to do this? How to do that? And i will help because that is who i am... I will help people. Really. I just can't not help... And sometimes when i help out of pure helpfulness, they get angry. Aren't we all supposed to help one another? Yet again when they need help i'll be the first one they look for why? Because "Oh she will help us. Go ask her lah. She will definitely help". Gah... I just had to erase a whole line why? Because one of them is onAFF and as a girl she will definitely tell. I can't do things freely anymore! They are like ruling me. Who gave them the rights to? So if they can talk to boys why can't i? I didn't call them flirts just because they talk to boys... Yet when i do, i get called a flirt... What did i do?? Really what did i do? Can i just scream all these to your face? In front of everyone? Can i? Why do you do this to me? WHY?