ALERT MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS

I just made the hugest ing mistake ever. I hear people talking about Absolute Chanyeol apparently I don't hear enough. So my stupid self decides to google it and read it and at first it seemed so fluffy and sweet "oh Chanyeol and Baekhyun are gonna b together foreva it doesn't matter if Chanyeol has a defect in his robotic systemajiggy" BUT NO APPARENTLY IT HAS TO B AS SERIOUS AS SOME ANTEROGRADE TOMORROW STUFF AND  

halfway through the first part I started bawling...by the end I was "leaking" SO FREAKING BAD nd im just sitting there hoarsly screaming at my computer screen "NO PUT CHANYEOL BACK TOGETHER AND SEND HIM BACK SEND HIM BACK NAO CREATE ANOTHER CHANYEOL NAOOOO" bcuz it's like 11pm and my entire family is asleep so I can't start crying at the top of my lungs for the entire world to hear like I did when I read Anterograde Tomorrow. 

Ugh I feel dead.

Eyes are so ing puffy and my shirt is soaked with tears bcuz I didn't even have the effort to reach for a tissue.

TWO BIGGEST MISTAKES IVE MADE:

READING ANTEROGRADE TOMORROW

READING ABSOLUTE CHANYEOL

AND BOTH ING TIMES I WASN'T READY FOR IT

BOTH ING TIMES I THOUGHT "oh this is famous it must be really good" yea it's really good BUT ITS SUPERB AT MAKING PEOPLE CRY THEIR EYES OUT

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sorry

i had to rant about it somewhere so i dont crawl into a corner and cry for another ten minutes...

AND SORRY IF I SORTA SPOILED SOME THINGS IF ANYONE READ DIS

im just gonna sit here and question life..."what is life" "what is love" "WHAT IS REALITY"