This will be split into three categories. Life, Fanfics, and Covers.

First of all, I know all I've done on here lately is talk about life. like I haven't been updating fanfics or anything. But things have been stressful lately. Like I have a TON of homework to do this three day weekend but have no time to do it because my family from the Philippines is here and I HAVE to hang out with them. /sigh/ And I know you're thinking, why arent you doing it now? Its because I have to update the ulzzang contest I'm admining, so I might as well make this post. 

And I don't know a lot of crap has been happening. like a lot of things have been making me busy. Like first of all omfg. im joining the korean club at my school and we're performing for homecoming rally (in September) and the practices already started. We're performing XIA - Incredible, EXO - Wolf, and CL - The Baddest Female. Idek, I'm also irritated at this club, because there are NO hardcore melodys (heh silly thing to be upset over) but ONCE THEIR COMEBACK HAPPENS I BET ES GONNA BE ALL OVER BTOB AND IM JUST GONNA LAUGH AND BE LIKE I LOVED THEM FIRST. 

ive also been struggling with family stuff. like did i tell you guys I got a C on a test and the first thing I thought of was what would my mom think. Like i dont even think of myself anymore when it involves academics, idk i personally find that sad. Did I also mention how my brother almost ran me over with his car the other day? okay, so like the garage was open and theres like a "road" i guess in between the garage and the parking lot. its not considered a road, since i live in a neighborhood court, and the space between the two can barely fit two cars side by side. so, im about to walk across, yknow. and all of a sudden i hear this roaring sound, and my brother's car zooms in front of me, so close to hitting me. and what does my brother do? he laughs. AND LIKE HE KNEW I WAS GONNA BE COMING OUT BC WE DONT JUST LEAVE THE GARAGE OUT FOR NO REASON, HE KNEW SOMEONE WAS GONNA WALK OUT. and like i didnt even expect him bc usually he comes home (he goes to school at UCSB and came home for the three day weekend) around like 1 or 2PM. idk i really hate the relationship i have with my family.

So, for fanfics. Idek, like this^^ is the reason why I haven't been updating as fast as before. With all this , I don't even feel inspired to write. Its sad, I just. I LOVE to write, and it breaks my heart that I can't write. I don't know I really want to though. And ann1914 (?) if you're reading this, I'm not sure when I'll be able to get to the oneshot, so if you want to pass it on to someone else, you can. I'M REALLY SORRY. LIKE I KNOW YOU SAID ITS OKAY THAT IVE BEEN LATE. AND I SHOULD HAVE JUST NOT ACCEPTED THIS BUT I DIDNT KNOW ALL OF THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN. IM JUST GONNA CRY IM SORRY SO MUCH SBKDFBSKJB ;__;

And I don't even know if I want to continue "This Is For You" tbh. Like after I found out about some creepy Pokemon I dont know if I could continue the crossover fic, even if it is Penjae.

Let You Go is like, I'm prolly going to end it when it reaches 40 chapters, but we'll see,

Nightmare, my betareader finished reading and LOVED it. so i'm getting to that once my writers block is gone.

And for those of you who read my oneshots, I'm sorry, but I'm not sure when I'll update those and get to your request, but i'll do it asap, I promise!

Its Been A Hard Life is half way typed up. I just haven't had the time to finish typing the last chapter. (since its all written down on a notebook).

COVERS. First of all, THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HAVE FOLLOWED ME ON SOUNDCLOUD. i appreciate it. I'm prolly gonna continue to make covers even though all of that is going on that I just typed up. like I said, singing is my stress release so it feels really nice to hear myself sing online. I might start a YouTube channel, but that'll prolly be when I get better at editting audios. 

Theree's a lot of songs I want to cover that aren't all new. LOL. The list is (not in order): EXO's What Is Love, APINK's No No No, Eunkwang's cover of I Miss You (since I'm gonna sing off of that), NU'EST's Sleep Talking, 2AM's One Spring Day, Ailee's Heaven, BTOB's NEW SONGS!!! and many others. I really want to cover the songs that are more focused on vocals + bias group songs. HAHAHAHA.

DID I TELL U GUYS THAT OMFG. okay so at korean club, it was around the end when we were waiting for rides, and me and a friend were playing music from another friends's iTouch. And we were singing along. AND OMFG. THIS GUY SAID I HAD A BEAUTIFUL VOICE AND THAT HE WAS IN LOVE WITH IT. AND I FELT SO TOUCHED AND HAPPY. LIKE <: 

ok ty if you read all this. 

omfg btw i picked out my new "writer name" HAHAHHA.

--Kea~