Confessions of a strange Exotic

I'm a very shy guy, especially about this particular topic, so here it goes...

Alot of people, mostly my friends, family, and relatives don't know this about me...I'm a boy, I'm 13, and I like- no, I love Exo. I know there aren't much boys who like Exo, in fact, I don't know one. I'm proud to be an Exotic, so I use Exo's logo and print out for the cover of my binders, and I've been called a wimp, sissy, and alot of other names, but I still stand as a proud Exo fan. I really enjoy their music, dancing, and their personality. They are the only boy group that I'd listen to. Because of them...I'm starting to question my uality. *Hide face* I love Exo alot, especially Luhan, and truthfully...I'd go gay for them. I know you guys who are reading this think that I'm a freak and weirdo or something, but it's okay, I think I'm strange too.

I don't talk much, in fact this is the most I'd talk in 2 months...though through words, so it's really hard for me to express this...

I want to win the album because my parents are completely against me listening to them and had refuse to buy me one for my birthday, something about afraid that I'll go gay as I over-heard their conversation. I don't live in LA, New York or any famous city K-Pop had visited, I don't live anywhere near Korea, so can't buy the album without my parents knowing. I can buy the album digitally buy my parents had restricted all of my freedom such as technololy and ect. I'm at my friend's house right now, using her computer while she's playing this violent video game that I can't understand, she's an Exotic too. I just now see this contest and thought maybe I could have a shot of winning and can actually have a slight chance of holding XOXO in my arms, smiling happy to myself and forget my horrible life for a second. I know this is really short, but I'm really trying hard. I know my chance aren't high but it would be really great if I did win. Thank you for posting this contest and for giving me this oppotunity. Good lucks to all of the contestants. I really love Exo, I love them more than I love square root numbers and calculus.

 

Please excuse any spelling and gramar mistake.

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MasterTrollSama #1
Ah the age where you question uality and you end up wondering where your dirty thoughts lie- with women or men... or both? I felt like that once. I considered myself biual at one point, but I'm lucky. When I was back in school, aged 13-14, I had good friends by my side who I could confide to. They were perfectly fine- in fact, they felt the same way. So, don't feel shy or embarrassed about your uality. In this day and age, no one really cares anymore... Well, the extremists do, but honestly- they're a minority. Most people are now far likely to accept it... Before I blab on you probably know this already~
My parents are well aware of what I do- fanfics, blah blah... I've made them accept it whether they like it or not- because it's who I am, it's a part of me. You're still young and my parents didn't reconsider what kind of person I was till I was 15/16 (like, what, two years ago).
Life can but no worries~~~~
^_^
Congratulations on winning!!!!
Angela27 #2
I'm so happy I took the time to read this :))
I'm around the same age as you and I'm happy to hear
that you aren't afraid to show others what you like
- even if that results in people calling you names.

While it's true that usually boys don't like KPOP, well screw them.

THEY'RE MISSING OUT.
But YOU. You're smart XD

I find it sad that your parents
aren't exactly supportive :((

Besides, people don't just 'go gay',
they have to born that way. = = ( usually )
And there's nothing wrong with being gay.

I don't really find you a freak.
LOL. HAHAHAHAHHA. I find you weird, yes,
considering you're just calmly sitting at your friend's computer writing this blog
when she's playing violent games beside you.

But hey! I'm weird too. LOL.
Weirder than you'll ever know :))

Hey, hey, heyyyy. Let's be friendssss XD

P.S. I THINK YOU WON. CONGRATZZZZZZZ !!
*THROWS CONFETTI AROUND LIKE A CRAZY PERSON ON CRACK*
awkwardtofu211 #3
Omigosh. I'm so glad I read this. I kinda stumbled over this, but wow, you're truly amazing! :) The way you write is really nice. Anyways, I've got a best friend who actually GOT me into kpop, and he's also a boy. He also fanboys over exo too, and made Exo become my number one band for a loooong time. Now he likes Vixx and stuff, but yeah, totally besides the point. XD Basically, you're definitely not alone.
And no, I don't even think you're strange at all! My other best friend told me he was gay, and I know it's a struggle sometimes, to feel like you're fighting against yourself. So even if you might be, there'll always be people there for you, ne? Like that girl w/ the video games (League of Legends, anyone?). Fighting! So glad you won the album~~ aww you're too cute. :) Glad you won!! :D

My parents don't even know about me writing fanfics either, and none of my friends know about it too. It's like my secret identity. Fanfiction in my town is considered a weird thing for creeps, so I don't tell anyone. So I guess I can kinda relate to you here? It's nice to be a totally different person on aff :)

Btw, have you watched Freshlyflipped on youtube? BEST. PERSON. EVER. (he's in love with D.O. lol he's hilarious I can't)
ZipUnicorn #4
Touching. I like this so much ^o^
Gj :)
fairy47 #5
Best of luck :-) after reading this i hope u win:-)
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