My Life between Kiss and Hug.
EXO KISS & HUG
Even If I tell you everything I want to say, you won't believe me. I didn't like EXO because I thought that having 12 members is too much (I wasn't a fan of Super Junior for the mere reason) but then since they seperated them, I managed to see them seperately, start to love them seperately, and I fell in love with MACHINE, TWO MOONS, ANGEL, and the teasers specially Tao's one because the beat was metal (I love that kind of music and I wish I could find the whole song they used for Tao's Teaser and Pheonix, inLay's music.) But now I think they are better together, right Kai? EXO are One and should stay as one Soul <3
X oxo is not a simple album for me. In fact, I can not purchase the album because I have no money to order it and pay shipping, which make my life as a Kpop fan hard. I know sound pitiful but it's the truth. My family cut my pocket money since I became a kpop fan in 2008, exactly a Cassiopean.
Of course I heard rumors about EXO disrespecting TVXQ but I don't believe it, because first of all, they are debuting and such things can destroy what they were about to build, maybe some idols did that but SM is sharp in this kind of things, don't you think so?
K-pop changed my life and EXO changed my taste, I truly never care of Chinese pop until I listened to Chen and Luhan singing What is love. Now I'm a little bit interested, and I listen to it too. I'm quite fan of Lay, he's the incarnation of purity and innocent. I think that his mind and heart refuse to add some impurity (:D just kidding... kind of) I mean, he have this blank expression always on, and I'm sure he observe people around well, because I noticed that in shows he observe people while speaking or while they play piano and such, and now more than before when I discovered that Lay learned Piano by using his audio-memory. I mean... he's a genius! Anyway I'm fangirling again while I should give u reasons, right?
I have this respect toward EXO, they have different personnality but you can see connections: Kaisoo, Baek Yeol, Hun Han are the most known ;). I never thought I'll believe in such things but I feel that Kai and D.O are meant for each other... I just hope that they won't read my words XD. I think trully that SM is a soulmates maker. First TVXQ, then SHINee, now EXO... they are the image of real friendship (even if TVXQ are parted, you can see how much the harmony is missing in the both sides, they were meant to be in the same team) But the one I respect the most in EXO is Min Seok aka Xiumin. He's more than anything : Wise; I missed his chubby side, but I can see that he doesn't like that side of him and it's pain me a little, I hope that he will love his body more however he is.
Since I'm giving you reasons, here another one: Wolf and Growl are such good concepts and well done MVs. It's the best thing SM ever did for EXO, and a real payback for all the waiting. I felt that the Exo fans were about to lose their sanity waiting for a comeback that will maybe never come. It came with new hair style, new choreo, new concepts, new image... and unfortunately less Creepy smiles from Chanyeol. I don't know... I love the new image of Chanyeol but it doesn't make me smile like before. Didn't you notice that he stopped saying "Annyeong haseyeo, jeoneun Exo happy virus Chanyeol imnida"?? it's either : responsible of the voice and the beat in exo or the Exo's vitamin. what happened to the happy virus.
Such change give me some pain, but also joy, maybe that was for the best. Right? Changing a style, an image, can make EXO members independents from their past albums and it make me wonder what will be the next concept, and how much power the concept will be. Aren't you curious? And Luhan's voice is so wow, I truly loved it in this part of Growl.
& I Love THIS! I swear I do love the new concept of EXO, my favorite song is Peter pan. I don't know the lyric yet, I didn't want to know because I love to feel it, I feel the lyrics move me, make me happy and full of hope. the way they sing the chorus make me sway in a soft specially the Chinese ver, with Chen voice... Aigoo... he's soooooo good ;)
However...I still have three reasons to tell you :D Omo, Are you bored? Well, sorry *pout* Anyway, Frist of all, I never EVER liked gang stories and now I love the one I made of EXO. I don't know how to explain this. I ship Kaisoo, and Baek Yeol, since I started the fic because they made it so real. I tried to keep the maximum of similarity between the personnage and the real people while considering the psychological facts of people living such life (I mean the people in my fic) I know they may not be 100% similar but imagining Kaisoo and Baekyeol during the writing made me realize that I want them to be together. Did that happen to you guys?
Unfortunately, I'm one of the many people who will never be able to see a EXO live. I'm so sad to be unable to at least buy their songs in Itune, or purchase it online. I want to be an active fan. that way I wish to win the album. I want to touch it, smell it, feel it, and be proud to own it. What I can do? this is life...
Growl, Wolf, History, MAMA, What is Love, Fancams, Radio showes, TV shows, etc. have truly impacts on me. The first of all is the way they look like twins and I mean by it Luhan and Sehun as well as Kris and Chanyeol. Sometimes I observe Kris and Chanyeol back in MAMA era and I blink in confusion because I see so much similarities between the differences. they look like brother and this is one of the things I love about Kpop bands: The botherhood. I don't care if they are gays or not, if they have really gay relationship or not, and if they use too much skin ship or not enough, I don't care truly if I ship some Couples... shipping them doesn't make me, not even a little close from the truth of who they are but I still see that they are brothers, they grew up a strong bond between them. Should we thank Su Ho for that? I think that We should, Su Ho is so cute for a Leader, he's giving the sensation of peace and sometimes I think he's too generous for his own good, but he's still jang, isn't he?
YEOROBON! that was a blog post using each alphabet of EXO KISS & HUG I hope you enjoyed it :D
bye bye~
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