NEVER.

NEVER. EVER.

NEVER HAVE A SENPAI WHO LIKES KPOP (CRUSH ON SOMEONE WHO LIKES KPOP).

TAKE MY WORD FOR IT.

BECAUSE ONCE CRUSH FEELINGS AND KPOP FEELINGS GO TOGETHER ITS THIS EXPLOSION OF FEELINGS.

NEVER DO IT. OK?

BECAUSE OMFG. 

So, I told you guys senpai went to KCON, right?

SO LIKE YESTERDAY HE DIDNT GO TO SCHOOL BC HE WAS DRIVING BACK (6 hour drive).

for schedules at my school, you can either have 1-6, 2-7, and some people have 1-7. I have 2-7, and like I was being dropped off to school today and the people from PE were going to the locker rooms, and I WAS MINDING MY OWN BUISNESS WHEN HE BUMPS INTO ME AND JUST STARTS LAUGHING SINGING "I WENT TO KCON."

I WAS GONNA CRY.

AND DONT GET ME STARTED WHAT HAPPENED LATER.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS DID IN CLASS TODAY.

okay, so we were in band, and we weren't playing our instruments bc we were learning about fundraisers and stuff. BUT LIKE HE SAT BEHIND ME AND HE TAPPED MY SHOULDER.

so like, I turn around, and he HANDS ME HIS PHONE, AND A VIDEO IS PLAYING.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S PLAYING.

EXO PERFORMING ING GROWL.

DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED TO CRY.

like half of me was thinking omygoD I MISSED EXO. KSDJFKJDSBK and half of me was thinking OMYGOD HE'S KIND ENOUGH TO SHOW THIS TO ME. HE CARES.

DO YOU SEE HOW MUCH OF A HORRIBLE COMBINATION IS. 

DID I MENTION WHEN I WALKED IN CLASS, HE LAUGHED AT ME AGAIN AND WAS LIKE "I SAW EXO, YOU JEALOUS. YOU JEALOUS."

AND I WAS LIKE "____ I HATE YOU SO MUCH."

AND HE JUST SMILED AND SAID "THANK YOU." 

I WAS GONNA JUST SJBFJBSF FUQ.

AND THEN OK. so after the video incident, I was sitting with my friends, and I think I was getting kinda loud, bc I was having an argument with someone. AND AS SOON AS THE ARGUMENT COOLS DOWN, I FEEL THIS SMALL DRAFT OF WIND FOLLOWED BY LAUGHING BEHIND ME.

I TURNED AROUND AND I SEE SENPAI FANNING ME WITH THIS.

AND I JUST STARE AT HIM LIKE "REALLY?"

AND HE THROWS IT AT ME AND I JUST WANTED TO CRY LOOKING AT IT. IF YOU LOOK AT THAT TAG (WHICH I DIDNT SEE ATM BUT I SAW THIS PICTURE EARLIER) YOU CAN SEE THE SM MARK. IT WAS OFFICIAL KPOP MERCH. UGH.

AND HALF OF ME WAS THINKING. OMFG OFFICIAL KPOP MERCH. I ALWAYS HAVE WANTED THIS. AND HALF OF ME WAS THINKING. WHY DID HE BRING THIS. HE PROBABLY BROUGHT THIS TO MAKE FUN OF ME. WHICH MEANS HE WAS THINKING OF ME.

SEE THIS. THIS IS EXPLOSION OF FEELS.

NEVER LIKE A KPOP FAN

NEVER HAVE A SENPAI KPOP FAN. ISTG YOU WILL DIE. 

DID I TELL YOU GUYS WE HAVE THE SAME BIAS IN EXO. 

LIKE I DIDNT KNOW UNTIL HE TWEETED "Its hard having a bias with the same name as you." AND I IMMEDIATELY KNEW. I KNEW. AND I SCREAMED SO LOUD WHEN I READ THAT TWEET.

SEE THIS. YOU DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS. NEVER CRUSH ON A KPOP FAN.

IT MAY SEEM COOL BC IF YOU GUYS GO OUT YOU CAN FANGIRL TOGETHER. 

BUT NO, THE FEELS ARE HORRIBLE.

HORRIBLE.