Hello world~! Today I got a letter from a friend that I had met in an intensive language course in California this summer. I was grinning from ear to ear reading it, seriously. I love getting letters and stuff in the mail. It makes you feel special, you know? Knowing that someone had taken the time to send you something through snail mail instead of a quick text message or Facebook message. Its a great feeling, you can feel the weight of the thought they put in it through the envelope.

Except for spam mail, that gets on my nerves. Seriously, how many trees do you have to waste to send out a lingere catalogue? erts these days, sheesh.

I wonder if Kpop idols ever read through ALL of their fanmail. I mean, that's a LOT of fanmail and stuff. They surely are busy people, I am pretty sure they have little elves or something to go through all that fanmail for them or something. I wouldn't be able to read through all of those love letters. My eyes would probably evaporate or something.

I was never really the mushy type when it comes to cheesy romance. Sorry I'm not the bouquet-of-flowers-and-heart-boxes-of-chocolate-type. That's too cliche; if you really want to impress me, you have to do something memorable. No y thoughts, please and thank you~

I have had some thoughts before of sending like a letter or something to my favorite Kpop bands and stuff like that, but I quickly realized the problems in doing so:

1) I'm not going to be able to get it past my mom without painful interrogation that will only end up in humiliation for probably the rest of my natural life (i.e. "Remember that time where you tried to send a letter to people that you didn't know?" *laughter*)

2) I have no knowledge of Korean. Can't write or read it, I can only say a couple phrases in Korean, and I bet that they won't have time to translate it and read what I have to say.

3) I can't really have anything impacting to say other than indirectly fangirling at them and gushing how they changed my life through their music and blah blah blah. I mean, it did, but I am pretty sure other girls think the same thing too. I want to be a person that will stand out to them, not some other fangirl. I definitely don't want to resort being a sasaeng fan, either *shudders*

Am I right or am I right?

I should probably stop being so negative, but I can't help it sometimes, it just happens, you know? The world is just a bad place, you can't really help feeling negative. Then there are those always optimistic people that always see the brighter side of the fence.

Oh well.

I don't even know how much I am going to be posting on this blog. Maybe when I have one of my fangirl urges.

Oh, I think I forgot something. I watched Brian Joo's "Let This Die" Music Video today (if you haven't watched it, here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_FhO5Q4MWk ) The only reason I watched that video was because it was a great song and three of the VIXX members were in it, including N *le dreamy sigh*

But that fantasy shattered pretty damn fast.

He was KISSING a girl in the video. not like the sissy lip touch they do in some of the dramas, actually KISSING HER. I couldn't help but feel a little jealous for a few seconds, but then I remembered it was technically his job. He was acting, wasn't he?

I should've figured there was something fishy XD I lie, I didn't think that. But still, I still support VIXX in whatever they do! Proud Starlight right here! *points to self*

Okay, I think I am done ranting. I am way too tired to even form coherent sentences anymore. This took way longer than it was supposed to, anyway. Talk about sleep deprived. School starts in a week, I am so NOT looking forward to it... *sigh*