I don't want to do anything.

I don't want to write.

I don't want to roleplay.

I don't want to talk with people.

I don't want to leave my bedroom.

I don't want to eat.

Sleep is hard - I either have trouble sleeping or I feel like I don't get enough.

I hate myself.

I feel so down and I feel so pathetic.

I hate my explosive bits of anger.

Worse of all, I don't have anyone to go to or so I feel.

I want to pack up everything and move.

I want to go somewhere.

I don't know where, but I just want to go anywhere.

I want to be outside working on plants.

I don't want to be around people.

I want to just keep my focus on that one thing.

It has been like this for over a week.

I hate it.