I wasn't prepared for this. I've watched like... 40 seconds of it, and my mind is already blown away. 

So like. The close-ups. Of Kai. Touching his lower lip. While staring at me like he want's to do bad things with me. What is that even?

And like. I totally laughed and made fun of those who said they cried and rolled around on the floor while making wierd noises.

I'm sorry for doing that. I sincerely apologize to all of you I mentally made fun of.

I've joined you now.

Like. Omg. When my bias suddenly took up the whole screen... I got so surprised that I literally bounced off of my chair, landed hard on the floor and squealed like a half-dead seal who's leg had been bitten off by a polar bear. Yes. I sounded like that. Exactly. And I'm sure some dolphin like sounds came out as well. Together with tears. I cried. I, FantasticMonster, ing cried. I CIRED GUISE. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?! WHAT IS THAT EVEN?! WHO CRIES LIKE A FREAKING BABY?! GOD. I need my non-k-pop friends right now... I... I can't do this anymore... EXO is killing me. Like. Omg. 

AND OMG THIS TEXT IS SO PATHETIC THAT I WANT TO PUKE ALL OVER IT. 

xoxo. the feelings of a lonely, EXOtic. 

can someone hug me? i really need a hug and like... ice cream. yes. ice cream. i need to get myself ice cream before i watch the mv. 

i can't! ; o ;

can someone write me a jongin x oc one-shot to me? please? jebal? no? okay..